Chapter 91
The men were quiet at breakfast. Master Damien still looked tired. I wondered if he was sleeping much at all. After what Rose had said, I understood his concern. Nôvel(D)rama.Org's content.
Everyone at the Keepers was excited to see me, except the Keepers, who looked at me askance. My accident had evidently gotten them in trouble, but not killed I was glad to see. The other girls were ecstatic to see me. Out of sight of the Keepers, they examined my back
Rose was particularly relieved. My Lack of scarring proved the Warriors still wanted me. The Last beating she had seen had been much worse.
The girl they had lashed was from an aggressive planet where the women were Warriors. She had tried to kill her owners as they slept. Rose had feared any lashing from the General would be that bad, but apparently what you did made a difference. Unlike me, that other girl had been sent back to the slavers.
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Once everyone else dispersed we were able to talk more freely about the other problem. Fuji and Rose both told me when the Warriors did things together it would help the bond grow
“Right, they do everything together,” I said, “I can’t help them with that.”
The girls glanced at one another and then Rose Looked at me, “Does Christof join his brothers where you are involved?” she asked hesitantly.
They both knew I was shy about discussing what my owners did with me.
I thought back on it and the answer was definitely a no. Christof would sit to the side when my other owners had sex with me. He took his time with me late at night after he walked me to the bathroom.
That wasn’t normal they told me. The men took on the native women as a group. They subdued them together, if that could be done. One of the group would have sex with the woman, depending on who the woman’s mating smell attracted. Sex was the ultimate group effort, it should be that way with me also.
When the Lunch bell rang my stomach was in knots. I wanted to talk to Christof, but I still wasn’t sure what to say to him. When I saw my kneeling place had been Left outside I knew he would be coming for me.
I fiddled anxiously with the hem of my panels as I waited for him.
“Come, Ciara,” he said softly when he arrived.
I rose and followed him through the little trail in the forest. We stopped and he handed me my bowl as usual. He never fed me, he just let me eat what I wanted.
‘m sorry. I didn’t want to watch, but they made me,” he said dejectedly.
“It wasn’t that bad,” I lied and he looked at me like I’d grown an extra head.
“I’ve been lashed before Ciara and I saw you up there. You don’t have to be brave for me. I know you took that beating because of what I did. I can’t stand to see that happen again.”
I saw an opening and took it. “It doesn’t have to, Christof. If your brothers had known the way you felt about the women they would have helped you. You only needed me because you aren’t depending on them.”
Christof’s face darkened as he turned away from me. “Can you imagine how they would react if they knew we were slaves here? It would kill them to know that our entire lives have been built on a lie. It’s better this way,” he said viciously pulling the leaves off a neighboring tree.
He needed to talk and vent, so I just Listened as he spoke.
“I know the women will come take me again, probably to kill me. They were furious I didn’t keep to the coupling schedule. When they took me this time the leader cited how valuable we are to them, all of us.
Evan’s talent, Damien’s strength, and my ability are all highly treasured. You know, they even went easier on us this time to prove to me that we hold worth to them,” Christof finished his rant and walked around the little clearing we were in.
I followed him silently until he turned to Look at me.