Chapter 400: I was too weak in the past
Roxane was lying on the bed, her face pale and her eyes moist. She muttered softly,
– My brother, it hurts…
The pain was real, but it wasn’t as unbearable as before.
She said this to stop him from scolding Sebastian.
When Enzo heard this, he suddenly couldn’t get angry. He pulled out a chair and sat down, holding her cold, clammy hand.
– Is it very uncomfortable?
He looked up at Sebastien.
-Didn’t the doctor say you were using painkillers? why didn’t it work?
– I’m going to get the doctor.
Sebastian turned around and was about to leave.
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Roxane said anxiously in a weak voice:
– I, I can handle it.
– Endure my ass! Enzo cursed on instinct.
– Too much anesthesia is bad for the body.
Roxane’s eyes were watery as she said pitifully:
– I always want to draw in the future.
She was afraid that the anesthesia would affect her nerves and affect her painting.
Enzo choked and tightened his grip on her hand. He took a deep breath and said:
“If you can’t help it, bite me.
He rolled up his sleeves to reveal his beautiful arms and held them in front of her.
– Bite as much as you want. I’m not afraid of pain!
She forced a smile and replied in a soft voice:
– I won’t bite you. My brother’s hands are precious too.
Enzo’s arm in front of her stiffened, and it touched her head instead.
– Stupid girl.
– I’m going to go back and get him some clothes to change into. You take care of her for a while.
Sebastian’s deep voice rang out and his black eyes looked at her with sorrow.
Enzo sniffed and didn’t even look at him.
Roxane’s long eyelashes trembled slightly, but she said nothing.
Sebastian stayed in the same place for a moment. Seeing that she had nothing to say to him, he left sorry.
Roxane tilted her head and looked at Enzo expectantly.
– Brother, are you not angry anymore?
Enzo’s expression froze for a moment. He turned his head arrogantly and pretended to be disgusted.
– I’m mad. My lungs are about to explode with anger.
Roxane pouted and called softly,
– Brother.
In the end, Enzo’s mouth was hard, but his heart was soft. He turned to look at her.
– Okay, stop being cute. I’m too lazy to be mad at you. I won’t stop you even if you want to go to heaven, let alone Paris.
After a pause, he muttered:
– At most, I will quit my job. I will go with you.
He couldn’t be comfortable if she had to live abroad alone for three years.
Roxane’s nose suddenly became sour.
– Brother …
He stretched out his hand to pinch her mouth and said in disgust:
– Don’t say those tasteless words, you are my sister after all.
Roxane lowered her eyelashes, her eyes moist. After a moment of silence, she said slowly:
-I never hated you. Never.
Enzo was stunned and confusion flashed through his Phoenix eyes.
She looked up with tears in her eyes.
– I remember everything. I remember everything since I was little. She smiled.
Enzo’s pupils continued to expand and his face was full of disbelief. He said in shock:
-…
He wanted to say something but stopped.
– I was too weak in the past. I couldn’t think and I couldn’t see the love you had for me, so I went to the extreme.
She pursed her lips and tears fell from the corners of her eyes.
– I’m grown up now. I know how much you and our parents love me, and I have become braver. I am no longer a child who needs your protection.
– Don’t feel responsible for what happened in the past. Try your best to make up for me and treat me as your responsibility for the rest of your life.
Enzo’s face was still full of disbelief.
“You… do you really remember everything?”
She nodded gently.
“Then don’t treat me like your responsibility anymore. You do not owe me anything. In my heart, you will always be the best brother in the world.
Enzo’s heart was in turmoil and his Phoenix eyes were filled with complexity and guilt. He gritted his teeth, lowered his head, and said in a rare deep voice.
“I shouldn’t have said those words to you then, and I shouldn’t have stopped Mom and Dad from taking you home. What kind of brother am I?
Even though he had tried his best to make up for the mistakes he had made all these years, he still felt that he could not be forgiven when he thought of his despair and pain.
He wasn’t even worthy of her calling him brother.
She reached out to hold his hand. His initially warm palm was now cold and stiff.
– Besides. He is very handsome and has a pair of charming peach eyes. He is angry and his words are very vicious. He’s so arrogant it’s like he doesn’t like the whole world.
Her soft voice sounded unhurried, and her moist eyes shone with tears. His voice gradually became more assertive.
– But he will pretend to be disgusted and give me the candy. He’ll chase people three blocks and beat them because I’m being bullied. He will also beg me to be courageous when I am sad and in pain.
Enzo blushed and put his hand to his forehead like a believer who has made a mistake and implores God’s forgiveness.
-I’m sorry, I’m really sorry… Big brother was wrong… Big brother really knows his mistake…
At the time, she committed suicide and was sent to the hospital for emergency treatment.
Joel and Sabrina took him to the hospital. At first, he didn’t believe she would dare commit suicide, until he entered the room.
He looked at Roxane, who was lying on the bed with a pale face. His expression was dull and his eyes were empty with no signs of life.
His hand was out of the blanket. The new and old scars on her beautiful wrist silently indicated how much pain she was in that she had to use this method to find relief.
At that moment, his right back seemed to be crushed by something. After everyone left, he knelt down in front of the bed and apologized to her.
– Oh, I’m sorry… I won’t harass you again…
He held her hand carefully. His eyes were bloodshot and he couldn’t wait for her forgiveness.
At that time, Roxane closed her eyes lazily and gave him no response.
She didn’t hate him, but she was too disappointed in the world. She no longer had any expectations and she no longer had any constraints.
The scene reappeared, as if everything had happened again.
But this time, she didn’t withdraw her hand, nor closed her eyes indifferently. When she felt her tears falling onto her hand, she couldn’t help but shed tears.
-You were fierce with me last night and you even said you were going to break my legs. Big brother is a big liar. He doesn’t keep his word.
Enzo looked up. Her Phoenix eyes were full of tears. When he met her aggrieved eyes, he couldn’t help but laugh.
She laughed too.
Enzo knew she had truly forgiven him. He could finally put down the big stone that had weighed on his heart for so many years. For a moment, his whole body relaxed.
He shook her hand and sniffed.
-I just scared you. Now that you have this old dog to support you, who would dare break your legs!