Chapter 84
Chapter 84
I wrapped my arms around her , my hands roaming her back .
The feel of her skin through the thin lace of her top sent sparks running through me , fuck she felt s o
good .
I throbbed against her , biting back a growl of approval as she leant into me , her fingers grazing the
back of my neck .
I nuzzled my nose against her neck , her fresh floral scent clouding my senses as she sighed softly ,
her lips grazing my earlobe .
My eyes flashed and the urge to kiss her grew stronger , but I couldn’t … ” Liam … ” She moaned
breathlessly , the tantalising scent of her arousal seeping into the air .
Fuck … I squeezed her ass , kissing her neck sensually .
The moment my lips trailed along her collar bones , she whimpered loudly , sighing in pure bliss the
moment my lips touched her mark .
Extra sensitive .
I’ll change it .
One day I’ll make the
memory less painful … somehow .
I wouldn’t last long enough .
The negative dark thoughts came to the forefront of my mind and the doubts grew as the darkness tried
to push forward .
Not this time .
I kissed her harder , sucking slightly on her slender neck , guilt wracking me at what I had done .
I had no right to ” Hey … ” She pulled back suddenly , cupping my face as I looked away from her .
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” I said , unable to look her in the eye .
” You’re not … ” She said softly , reaching u p she placed a soft kiss on the corner of m y lips .
Our eyes met , before my gaze fell to her lips .
This pull … I was torn .
Torn by the animalistic side that wanted to consume her completely , to devour her and fuck her
senseless , to the other side that felt guilt for what I had put her through .
Just then , my phone rang .
I was pulled from my thoughts as I slid it out of my pocket .
” Shit , it’s Dad … ” ” You’re meant to be under house arrest .
” She whispered , her gorgeous eyes widening as I answered the call .
” Yeah ? “” You’re meant to be home , Liam .
” Dad’s voice came .
Before I could reply , Raven took the phone from me
“ I asked him to stay … ” She said , her cheeks were burning and I fucking swear i t felt like we were
kids or something .
I guess it is my own fucking fault .
I heard Dad sigh .
” Raven , I understand you’re mates , but I can’t risk him losing control .
Just come stay here with him .
” ” We’ll be ok .
Uncle , trust me .
” Raven said , despite her blush deepening at Dad’s unbothered tone as he invited her to stay .
” No Raven , rules are rules .
Either you both get the hell over here or Liam can come back , alone .
I am not going to change my mind on that .
” Raven pouted .
” Ok just for today … I’m so tired .
” She pleaded , and I raised an eyebrow .
She didn’t seem tired a few moments ago .
I smirked at that , pulling her close by her hot – as – hell hips .
Goddess , I love her body ” Raven .
” Dad growled .
” Uncle please ! Pretty please ….
” ” Ok fine , first thing in the morning I want him back here .
That’s an order .
” Dad’s voice was firm , but Raven being Raven , simply smiled and nodded , totally un phased .
She did know Dad couldn’t see her nod , right ? She hung up and frowned at me .
” You know , this is your fault ! ” ” Yeah , I know .
” Her frown vanished and she looked at me apologetically .
” I didn’t mean I cut her off , placing a finger on her lips .
” I know … ” I said , giving her a small smile .
She looked up at me , wrapping her fingers around my wrist and kissing my fingertip .
” Let’s get some rest .
Now I feel like Uncle El’s eyes are watching us .
” She grumbled .
” He ain’t no fucking angel .
” ” I know ! I’ve heard the stories !
” She said , taking her heels off .
My eyes fell on her ass .
I looked away smoothly , trying to ignore the hard – on in my jeans .
I removed my own boots and got into bed .
I wasn’t going to take my shirt off , not wanting her to see my back .
Although shifting seemed to have helped the healing , that or the darkness … I wasn’t sure .
I never thought she’d trust me to be anywhere alone around her anymore , not after what I had fucking
done , but she did .
The mate bond calmed the growing storm inside of me but I knew my time was running out .
There wasn’t much left until the blood moon and with every passing day , I felt that darkness pushing to
the surface , stronger and more powerful .
One I would do my best not to let take over .
It was hard because , although I was trying , it was consuming me completely .
Earlier , when I wanted to rip Owen apart , I had felt my wolf stir and decided to shift .
It did help , that and touching Raven now that I had strengthened the bond but I didn’t want to tell her
that she helped because her tolerating me to this extent was enough .
After what I did , she should have fucking put a restraining order on me .
I wasn’t going to abuse that .
Dad had wanted me to stay away from her , but I know he gets that we just can’t stay away from one
another .
She was the very oxygen I needed .
I didn’t blame him though , not after I had hurt her and had put him through a lot , Him and Mom .
Even if it was the last thing I did , I would try to fix all this crap , or at least make it less painful for them
all .
She was snuggled into my arms now and had fallen asleep pretty fast .
All night I didn’t want to sleep , I actually wasn’t able to when I had a fucking hard on from just looking
at her .
Even after what I did , she was still here in my arms , she was fucking selfless .
I hugged her tightly , I didn’t deserve her ….
but I wanted her .
I kissed the top of her head , the beat of her heart like music in my ears , her rhythmic breathing lulling
me into a sense of security .
My mind wanted t o ponder on the killer , but I was far too sleepy … The last thing I remembered
before I fell asleep was that I was sure the killer was still out there , somewhere .
Ripples of pleasure flowed through me as I felt her run her finger through my hair , I didn’t open my
eyes for a while , enjoying her touch .
My hold on her had loosened and I opened my eyes , looking straight at her breasts in that lacy top that
she hadn’t changed last night .
Noticing the stickers she had over her nipples … Fuck … Her thigh brushed my dick , which was
fucking hard as could be , and she suddenly moved back , realising I had woken up .
” Liam … ” Morning .
” I said quietly , my voice thick with sleep , doing my best not to pull her close and rip that tempting top
off .
Instead , I slowly let go of her , looking up into her eyes .
She gave me a small smile , her gaze dipping to my lips .
My heart thudded when she slowly bent down , pressing her lips to mine .
My mind went blank before reality hit me fucking hard … why did this feel too good to be true ? I
reached up , threading my fingers into her hair and pulling her closer , deepening the kiss .
She seemed to have other plans though , her hand going down between us until it rested on my rock
hard dick .
Fuck … She moaned as she stroked it over my jeans , her lips not leaving mine .
Our kisses became hungrier and I knew if I didn’t stop her now , I wouldn’t be able to at all .
” How’s your back ? ” She asked softly , her fingers unzipping my pants .
” Pretty decent- ” I was pushed on my back as she climbed o n top of me , I raised an eyebrow .
Was this my Raven ? Her cheeks were slightly flushed as she grinded her hips against m y dick , her
hands spread on my chest before she bent down and kissed me again .
” Fuck Liam .
” She whimpered as I tugged her closer by her hair , kissing her harder , feeling myself fucking
throbbing , but just then , my fucking phone had to ring .
I ignored it , unable to focus on anything but the doll on top of me .
If only there was nothing between The phone rang again .
Raven frowned , glancing towards where I had left it on the bedside table .
To my surprise , she picked i t up , switching it off before tossing it to the floor .
My eyebrows shot up at her move .
” So annoying .
” She said , about to tear my top off when I grabbed her wrists .
” Baby , are you ok ? ” I asked , there was something … different about her .
” Yeah … I just … want you .
” She said , kissing my neck .
I fucking loved her confidence , but there was definitely something – a A bang on the door made me
sigh as Raven seemed to come to her senses .
The scent of her arousal filled the room and she took a moment to look between us .
She sighed , climbing off me .
” Guys … Alpha wants Liam back home .
Now .
” Zack’s voice came .
” Honestly , this is payback for all the times I walked in on Uncle El ! ” Raven said , pouting .
I sat up slowly , looking at her , her cheeks still a little flushed .
” Ahuh … ” ” What ? ” She said , seeming to realise I was a bit thrown off .
” I said with a small smirk .
” ” Nothing .
” That was pretty sexy .
She blushed and pouted .
” Trust me , even I don’t know what got into me .
” She said , yanking the door open , Zack and Taylor stood there smirking .
She glared at Zack with her hands on her hips , and I won’t lie , she really did favour some over others
… because she didn’t seem to be giving her own friend any disdainful looks … ” Naughty Alpha …
You’re meant to be on house arrest , not getting dessert first thing in the morning .
” Taylor teased .
” And your naughty mate disturbed me .
” Raven countered .
” Oh babe , I think it’s good we did , I don’t want anyone taking advantage of you .
” Taylor said cheekily , giving her a hug .
Wasn’t she taking advantage of me ? Zack raised an eyebrow before turning to me .
” Come on , Alpha was getting really fucking stressed out .
” I stood up , pulling my shoes on before going over to Raven .
I wrapped my arms around her from behind , placing a kiss on her neck .
” I’ll see you later .
” I whispered in her ear , hearing her heart rate pick up .
” Ok .
” She said .
” After you .
” I said to Zack , knowing he had to escort me .
” I’ll stay with Raven .
” Taylor said , planting a quick kiss on Zack’s lips .
The last thing I heard before Raven shut the door was Taylor asking her if she was ok and that she
looked a bit flushed , only for Raven to deny it vehemently .
” Your dad wants me to escort you back ” Zack said , leading the way downstairs .
” I figured as much .
” We continued in silence .
There was something I needed to do anyway .
Speak t o Mom … I still remember the pain I felt from her when I was chained up for my lashing , as
she whispered to me that I was stronger than this , that I was better than this .
That I was not a monster … Those words had fucking struck home .
I had broken something inside of her that was already not fully mended .
It was as if she was reliving a memory whilst telling both of us that I was not Zidane
She had been through so much in life , yet she remained strong .
To a point , I think people forget that she is human after all , and no matter how much time has passed ,
she has suffered a lot and that doesn’t just go away .
There are things in life that will always trigger trauma , and what I did , it was unforgivable .
I had hurt the two women that I should always worship .
My mother and my mate .