Chasing the rejected Luna

37: Hot and spicy

I nodded my head at him. I was battling with my head. It warned me not to give in, telling me all the reasons this felt so wrong. But my feelings won.

Damn, the stupid feelings.

His hands came up to my chest. And ever so slightly, he brushed his knuckles against my already awakened nipples. I shuddered against him. And he looked up at me, his eyes were no longer the color I had unknowingly come to love. Instead, they were a deep shade of black which meant his wolf was taking over.

And I let them. I let him as a soft moan escaped my parted lips. Taking that as an opportunity, his wet kisses somehow found their way back to my neck as he gently sucked on the spot where my mark is meant to be.

For a moment, I could no longer think. All that clouded my memory was his tongue doing things to me I never thought was possible.

Alexander wasn't this way. He had been brief. And while it lasted, it was romantic but nothing like this.

Goddess!

Alpha Ryven sucked on it until I was sure the spot had gone red from the intense sucking. Aching my back, his canines grazed the spot and I tensed. He seemed to come to himself as he began trailing the kisses up my lips.

I resumed my position in the chair but this time, my hands were on his chest. He was made of a hard mass of muscle. Every part of him was hard even the part I knew my core was aching desperately to be filled with.

The idea that he wanted me almost consumed me, almost making me want to back out and think about what was happening. But I was stopped just before I could pull away. By his lips on mine.

Those lips were heavenly as they sucked on mine. My brain was short-wired for some seconds by how soft his lips were. They tasted something; lavender and wine. I was sure he had wine before coming, which gave him the courage to seduce me in my room.

That was the word I would use because I couldn't describe what came over me. I was drunk in the emotions that flowed through me. I wasn't new to them. So I had no idea why I gave it all to him. A

small part of me knew I secretly wanted it. From the moment I set eyes on Alpha Ryven.

Even if he was a jerk that thought about himself only, he was a fine man and knew how to use his words well which was why I battled with myself for days about forgiving him for what he did to me in the hospital.

The gentle tug of my lips by him made another moan escape me but I wanted more. I pressed harder to him as he wrapped one huge hand around my tiny waist. There was no more space between us but that didn't hinder him from pressing closer to me.

Our bodies were pressed together while I let him kiss me. His lips moved with so much gentle eagerness as if he wanted to devour me while also being considerate of my feelings. My heart swelled in my chest and it was almost painful. And then I followed his sync.

His tongue pushed into my mouth. He was no longer kissing me. We were kissing each other, holding one another in each other's arms. It didn't stop there as his hand made its way to my chest. I shuddered as he neared my sensitive area which was just waiting for his attention.

His hand finally got to the area and he cupped my breasts. A huge breath entered into me but refused to leave as his thumb traced circles around my sensitive nipples.

The nightwear did little to shield me from the torrent of emotions that overcame me. And then, he did the thing that almost sent me into overdrive; he placed his mouth on my nipples with my dress still intact.

My hands flew to his hair and they were as soft as I imagined them to be while I ran my hands through them. He sucked on my nipples while blowing air on them.

"Do you want me to stop?" He whispered against my chest.

I was far too gone with the act to think properly about the consequences of our actions. Alpha Ryven had nothing to lose by having sex with me. If anything, he gained from me.

I wasn't allowed to think that way because we had both been of sane minds if we indulged in the act. I was definitely not one of those girls who plays the victim when something goes wrong after having sex where both parties had the time of their lives.

And I definitely wasn't also a girl who said yes to handsome young men about sucking their nipples. Nevertheless, I found myself shaking my head a no at his question.

"I want you to speak, Sophia. Say the word and I will leave and pretend this never happened," he rasped in a heavy voice which was laced with so many emotions. Published by Nôv'elD/rama.Org.

"Don't stop," I heard myself saying. And that was all I needed to say as his lips claimed mine once more.

This time, there was no gentleness in the kiss. It was filled with urgency and want. So much want as his hand found my breasts. He squeezed lightly and I gasped but wasn't given the chance to take another breath as his lips devoured mine.

Heat pooled in my lower belly as it quickly spread to my lower abdomen going lower until it settled between my legs. There was an aching throb between them. And I knew what it throbbed for.

It was nestled against my legs I felt it against me. I secretly wondered if it was as huge and satisfying as the ones I had read in a book. The book I was reading when Alpha Ryven came in to be precise.

I wasn't given the chance to ponder more on it because of Alpha Ryven's hand that had somehow found its way to my inner thighs.

His hand went higher leaving a wake of burning desire. My lips were still being eaten by him as his hand worked its magic until it got to my wet folds.

He parted it with a finger, tracing it ever so gently down my core that ached to be filled with something thick, hard, and hot.

Unconsciously, I began to move around his hand in circles following pure instincts with my eyes closed.

The sensations his hand brought as it filled me rammed into me, making a loud gasp leave me. I was left staring at the ceiling above me. And like a switch, I came to my senses.

I was hoping I wasn't pregnant like Ava had said. And if eventually I found out I wasn't pregnant, I would likely get pregnant from this encounter with Alpha Ryven.

Not like Alpha Ryven was the type of person to carelessly have sex without protection, but one has to be careful. Especially if the someone who was pounding into someone else was a big bad Alpha like the one who seemed intent on merging our bodies into one.

I gently pushed his shoulders, "I think we should stop," I said, barely recognizing the voice that traveled out of my lips.

He stopped with his face between my breasts. He was breathing hard. I feared he didn't hear me because of how still he got. I was hyper-aware of his fingers in my core which clenched around him.

Another wave of emotion flowed through me, almost bringing me back into the mood but I fought it while wriggling away from him.

"Yes, we should," he said and moved away from me. He didn't meet my gaze.

For a moment, I thought I hit a cord until his head came up to me and I knew I didn't. His eyes were dull and there was something in it. Something I couldn't recognize even if I tried to.

Looking down, I found the promiscuous position I was in - my legs were opened, one of them on Alpha Ryven's legs, and my back was against the armrest of the couch with my nipples visible where he had sucked on.

Embarrassment threatened to take the life out of me. Alpha Ryven seemed to understand as he stood up, walked up to my dress on the bed, and brought it to me.

I hastily snatched it from his hands while I kept wondering the reason he seemed different. He was still the man that walked into my room a few minutes ago. But I sensed a change within him. So also did the atmosphere as it went from steamy to serious after I had worn the dress.

I walked to the bed, putting as much distance between us both. He didn't seem to mind as I knew he had something to say because of the lines that appeared around his lips.

"I didn't come to seduce you. If that's what you're thinking," he said, reading my thoughts and I opened my mouth to protest. He held up a finger, silencing me. "I came because I had something important to say. But you distracted me."

I flushed red knowing exactly what he meant by that. It wasn't intentional but I didn't tell him. It would be pointless.

"What is it you wish to say?" I asked him while I stroked the spine of the leather-bound book in my hands.

The book that had almost turned into a practical book with what I did and didn't do with Alpha Ryven.

"I want you to be my chosen mate," Alpha Ryven said and my hand stopped mid-air.

Alpha Ryven was never one to be blunt with someone. But this time, he was and it shocked me. Almost to the point, I didn't understand what he said.

"Why me?" I asked and looked into his eyes, trying to decipher what was hidden just beneath his orbs.

It took me long enough. But I did decipher it. It was something I never expected to see but I couldn't be mistaken. It was just one emotion.

Fear.