Chapter 82
1 stood there, my chest heaving up and down so quickly like my death was near, my heart racing with fear. The taste of his lips lingered on my lips and I struggled to get my head screwed back on properly.
How was it that he managed to get me so riled up every time? I felt dirty. Like a freaking **t for feeling so turned on by his touch, for liking how roughly he groped me. Dax had never done anything so rough to me before, not even when we went for our morning runs in wolf forms and end up making love in the forest,
“Where did all this sudden passion for being handled roughly even come from?” Did it come with liking Aston or did it come with being locked up for too long? My head was splitting trying to find out what it was that had me so f***d up upstairs.
Aston’s silence was oppressive, weighing me down like a physical force. I dreaded his reaction, dreaded the cruel words that would soon spill from his lips but it didn’t stop the words that would spill from mine.
“Never touch me again, Aston,” I warned, my voice shaking with vulnerability. “Never kiss me again.” I yelled even if all of me was screaming for him to just kiss me. It was really hard trying to think straight when all my senses were betraying me. Every part of me longed for him and it was a struggle trying to hold back.
I was counting on Aston getting mad and sending me out of his office, getting me punished, anything but keep me here in the same space as him.
But instead of listening to my pleas, he laughed in my face, his eyes gleaming with mockery.
Oh, Kira, you’re so priceless,” he sneered. “You think you’re something special just because you’re screwing Brax? Please, you’re nothing but a sl**ve, a piece of property. And you’ll do as I say.” His words were demeaning but why did my body still think of him so fondly? What the actual hell?!!
His hands lingered on my body while the other threatened to take the life out of me, p**y throbbed and my thighs were all hot and wet. I felt like a s**t for reacting to his touch that way. I felt so disgusted with myself that I wanted to throw man had his hand wrapped around my throat and the voice inside my head was screaming for him to go harder. My wolf
- This was telling me a different story entirely and my head was the most**id one of it all not being able to organise my thoughts.
I felt a stinging sensation in my eyes, but I refused to let the tears fall I hated myself for ever sleeping with Aston, for ever thinking that he was worth my time. I hated myself for being so weak, so vulnerable. I could have resisted. I could have fought the urge to let him touch me. I could have killed myself instead of letting him touch me. Why did I not explore any of those options and let him ridicule me this way.
“Just leave me alone, Aston,” I pleaded, my voice barely above a whisper. “Stay away from me. You hate me, I get it. But please, just leave me alone. Let me the hell out of here.” I wasn’t sure if I was begging for him to let me out of the room or out of the pack but I just needed to be out of the same space as him even if it was for a few minutes.
But Aston just laughed again, his voice dripping with malice. “Oh, Kira, you’re so predictable,” he said. “You think you’re different from the other girls, but you’re not. You’re worse than them, because at least they don’t try to act like something they’re not. But you, you’re a fake, a pretender. And that’s why I dislike you so much.” I wondered if it was the same man that carried me all the way from the beach to the car and asked me if I was okay about a million times, if it was the same man that broke into my room and helped me get treated. If it was the same man that looked at me like I meant the world when he wanted to get down on me.
Tfelt a surge of pain at his words, a sense of despair that threatened to consume me. I knew I had to get away from him. knew I had to escape before it was too late. But my legs felt like lead, my body heavy with fear.
Aston, please,” I was begging now, my voice cracking with emotion. “Just leave me alone. You hate me, I get it. But please, just leave me alone.” My body lusted after him but my heart hurt like hell.
“Just let me go!” I found myself yelling, but Aston just laughed again, his eyes gleaming with triumph like a f****g maniac.
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“Oh, Kira, you’re my slave,” he said. “And I’ll do the complete opposite of what you re asking. Just charge here. You’ll do as I say, and you’ll like it. The words rolled off his tongue with ease.
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I felt a cold dread creeping up my spine, a sense of hopelessness, I knew I was trapped, knew I was at Aston’s mercy. And I hated myself for it.
Aston’s lips curled up in a smile, a cruel reminder of my situation. I felt a surge of desperation, my mind racing with thoughts of escape. I could not believe that I thought dating Brax was going to solve all my problems.
I was going to have to find a better solution but for now, I was trapped, held captive by Aston’s grasp and my own fear.
“You’re a monster,” I spat, my voice barely above a whisper.
Aston’s eyes flashed with anger, but he didn’t move. He just kept staring at me, his chest heaving with exertion.
“I hate you.” I said, my voice trembling with emotion. I said it again in case it wasn’t already clear. My brains was doing one thing while my body was doing the other and I just wanted it to be clear that I hated him. I hated his guts too. I hated the things that he was capable of and the things that he did to me.
Aston’s face twisted into a sneer. “And I hate you,” he said. “But that doesn’t change the fact that you’re mine, Kira. Mine to do with as I please.”
I felt a wave of fresh anger wash over me, my skin crawling at his touch. I knew I had to get away from him, knew I had to escape before it was too late, before he fully consumed me.
“Please.” I said, my voice cracking with all the wrong emotion. “Just leave me alone,”
Aston’s eyes narrowed, his grip on my arm tightening. “You’re not going anywhere, Kira,” he said. “You’re mine, and I’ll never let you go.”
I felt tears pricking my eyes but I refused to give in, refused to let Aston win. I knew I had to keep fighting, had to keep searching for a way out.
And so I stood there, my heart pounding in my chest, my mind racing with thoughts of escape. I knew it wouldn’t be easy, knew it wouldn’t be quick. But I was determined to be free, determined to escape Aston’s grasp and start a new life even if it was going to cost me my life.
No matter what it took, no matter how long it took, I was going to be free.
Aston’s grip on my arm tightened, his fingers digging into my skin. I felt a surge of pain, but I refused to show it. I knew that if I showed any weakness, Aston would pounce on it, would use it to his advantage.
“You’re not going anywhere, Kira,” he repeated, his voice low and menacing. “You’re mine, and I’ll never let you go.” He had repeated it so much that it was starting to ring in my head over and over again.
I felt a wave of fear wash over me, but I pushed it aside. I had to be strong, had to be brave. I couldn’t let Aston win, couldn’t let him break me.
“I hate you,” I said again, my voice steady. “I hate you, and I’ll never stop fighting you.”
Aston’s eyes narrowed, his face twisting with anger. But I didn’t back down. I stood tall, my eyes locked on his, my heart. pounding in my chest.
And then, without warning. Aston’s grip on my arm loosened. He stepped back, a sneer on his face.
“You’re no match for me, Kira,” he said. “You’re nothing but a slave, a piece of property. And you’ll do as I say.”This content © Nôv/elDr(a)m/a.Org.