Chapter 379 She Wants to Leave Emanuele
Upon hearing the news, Isabella stood still, feeling as if a thunderbolt had struck her.
She had never imagined that at such a young age, she would already be unable to bear children. Previously, after losing her daughter, despite others’ advice, she had no desire to have more children. She wanted to take some time, to have children in a few years, she felt there was still plenty of time. But who would have thought, now because of an accident, she might never be able to have children again.
Isabella couldn’t accept this fact. Seeing Isabella’s shocked expression, the doctor hurried to console her, “It only looks like this at this stage, but we really have to wait until your wound heals before we can say for sure.”
“Okay, I understand.” But because of the doctor’s words, Isabella still fell into a state of sadness.
She didn’t not want to be a mother. Initially, she really wanted to be a mother, but after losing her child, Isabella was very sad. Even if her body recovered later, when someone suggested that she have a child, she still refused. Because the previous experience had left a deep shadow in her heart.
However, she had not said she was not prepared to have children. She still thought she would have children after everything was stable. But now, had God cruelly deprived her of the right to be a mother?
Thinking of this, Isabella couldn’t control her tears. When she returned to the ward, she happened to see Evelyn coming to visit her. Seeing Evelyn, Isabella couldn’t help but cry. Evelyn immediately hugged Isabella, comforting her, “What’s wrong? Isabella, what’s happened? Why are you crying so much? Are you okay?”
The first few times Evelyn came to visit Isabella, Isabella didn’t cry, instead, it was Evelyn herself who cried. But now, Isabella was clearly getting better day by day, she could even walk with a crutch, so why was she crying now?
“I… Evelyn, the doctor said my uterus suffered a serious impact, maybe it will never recover. What should I do? I might not be able to have children in the future.”
At present, Isabella didn’t want to have children, but that didn’t mean she wouldn’t in the future. But now, Isabella felt as if she might never have children again. Just thinking about it made Isabella feel as if she were about to die. If she couldn’t have children for Emanuele, then Emanuele’s career would have no heir? Thinking of this, Isabella felt uncomfortable. In fact, she also hoped to have her own child with Emanuele, not just one, but preferably three. But now, all hope was gone.
Upon hearing Isabella’s words, Evelyn also felt as if she had been struck by lightning. What’s going on, how could this happen?
“Isabella, did the doctor make a mistake? Maybe wait for some time, until your body has recovered a bit, then re-examine? Look, you’ve been crushed by so many stones, and you’re still living well, it’s not possible that your uterus is damaged, and that you can’t have children.”
Isabella nodded, “I know, after my body is better in a while, I’ll check again.”
In any case, Isabella actually hoped that all this was false, it must be a problem with a few days of physical examination. She didn’t feel any discomfort in her uterus now, so how could she not have children?
Evelyn had come to visit Isabella happily, but it turned into comforting Isabella. She didn’t know what to do. She felt Isabella’s fate was really too difficult.
“By the way, when is Emanuele coming back?”
She knew Emanuele had gone abroad for something, but she wanted to know when he would be back. Isabella looked so sad now, she felt Isabella needed Emanuele’s comfort.
“I don’t know, maybe in a few days.” Isabella said softly.
Hearing Evelyn mention Emanuele, Isabella suddenly didn’t know how to face Emanuele. Emanuele had always wanted a child, even if not now, in the next few years, he would definitely want to have a child. What if she couldn’t have a child? What would she do? Find another woman to have Emanuele’s child? No, Isabella felt she couldn’t even imagine that scenario, she might as well die. As long as she was Emanuele’s wife, she wouldn’t allow Emanuele to have children with other women. But she felt she couldn’t be so selfish. Emanuele had worked so hard to consolidate his position and develop his career, how could it be that in the end, he had no heir? Emanuele would definitely be upset.
“Let Emanuelecome to comfort you later, Isabella. I don’t think this is a big deal. Nowadays, medical technology is so advanced, even if you really can’t have children, there must be other ways to have a child.”
Really? Isabella frowned, she didn’t actually believe it. She, herself, was a doctor, and if her uterus was really seriously damaged and couldn’t have children, then no matter what, she probably wouldn’t be able to have children. Thinking of this, Isabella fell into pessimism.
“I can’t tell Emanuele about this,” Isabella said to Evelyn.
“Why?” Evelyn was shocked.
“I… I feel like I can’t involve Emanuele. If I have a check-up again later and still can’t have children, maybe I will choose to leave Emanuele.”
Thinking of this, Isabella’s tears flowed down in sadness. She didn’t want to leave Emanuele, but she couldn’t. She liked Emanuele, so she couldn’t watch Emanuele be burdened by her.
A woman who couldn’t have children might be okay in an ordinary family, they could be childless by choice or could adopt children from an orphanage. However, for a mafia boss, he would definitely want his own child.
At this moment, Isabella felt so sad that she felt as if she was about to fall apart. She couldn’t involve Emanuele.
“Isabella, you’re crazy. You and he are husband and wife, what does it mean to involve or not involve? If anyone is involved, it’s Emanuele who has involved you. If you hadn’t married him, you wouldn’t have to go through this kind of thing, and you wouldn’t be unable to have children.”
Evelyn was very angry, she really wanted to pry open Isabella’s head and see what she was thinking.This belongs to NôvelDrama.Org - ©.