Chapter 71 Love me, Alexander!
I enter my room, dejected and on the verge of crying. I can’t leave Alice. She is my life, and I can’t hurt her again. I made a promise to her – I would never abandon her, and I’ll never break it.
As Alice sees me, she rushes to me. “Alexander, what happened? Why do you look so gloomy?” As she notices my sadness, she enquires, her voice laced with deep concern.
I can’t control my emotions and burst into tears in front of her, startling her with my sudden outburst.
“Alexander, you’re scaring me. Tell me what happened?” She panics, cupping my face and forcing me to look at her.
As I look into her oceanic eyes, a sob escapes my mouth. “Alice, Edward-” As I shut my eyes, fresh tears roll down my cheeks, I don’t understand how to tell her what promise I gave to my brother.
“Edward? What happened to him?”
As she asks me, I finally tell her, “he is also in love with you. Therefore, he broke up with Nancy.”
“What? I can’t believe this. We didn’t even interact that much.” She utters in a disbelief tone.ConTEent bel0ngs to Nôv(e)lD/rama(.)Org .
“But this is the truth, Alice.” Then I narrate everything to her in a broken voice, about Edward’s terrible condition and the promise I made to him.
“After witnessing his condition, I just couldn’t gather the courage to tell him I’m in love with you. I have never seen him so shattered before, Alice. He just wants you out of my life.” I shut my eyes close and shed silent tears.
“So will you leave me, Alexander?” I open my eyes in an instant upon listening to her question. She stares at me with fear in her eyes, waiting for my answer.
“No, Alice. I’ll never leave you.” I immediately answer her without a second thought. A small smile spread across her face, listening to my answer.
“Alexander, I’m glad that you chose me over your brother. But-” She takes a breath before continuing, “I don’t want to come between the two brothers. I can’t bear to see you both fighting because of me. You must leave me, Alexander.” As I listen to her words, I stare at her, taken aback, and fresh tears stream down my cheeks.
“No, Alice. I can’t imagine my life without you.” I shake my head, crying.
She clasps my face and sheds tears, gazing at me with pain in her eyes. “Will you live with me in peace by seeing your brother suffering?” As she enquires, I shake my head.
“I just don’t know, Alice, but I’m certain about one thing that I want to spend the rest of my life with you.” I take her face in my hands and just capture her lips.
I kiss her lips softly while crying. Although I’ll never be able to live in peace with her, shattering the heart of my brother, I just can’t abandon her because she is the only source of my joy.
But she pushes me away, leaving me utterly shocked.
“We can’t be together, Alexander! I can’t come between you and your brother. I don’t want to break your relationship with him.” She sobs.
God, I can’t bear to see her like this. Why is this happening?
“I don’t want to make this situation more difficult for you, Alexander. Just go!” She grabs my wrist and drags me out of the room.
Why does this girl never think about herself? She always cares about me.
I know how much she loves me. She can’t live without me, but she doesn’t want to make me choose between her and Edward.
Fuck! I love this girl, man.
She has the purest soul.
She doesn’t deserve this. Rather, she deserves all my love.
“I’m sorry, Alexander. We’re not meant for each other.” She tries to shut the door in my face, but I block it with my foot, not letting her close the door.
We stare at each other with a painful intensity, our eyes locked in a silent battle.
I walk inside and clasp her face before capturing her lips in a soft kiss. Tears fall from my eyes, and I feel tears on her cheek as well.
She is my addiction, and I can’t live without her. I’ll die if she’s not with me.
I wipe away her tears with my thumbs while our lips move smoothly in rhythm, lessening each other’s pain through this pure kiss.
Thank God! This time, she doesn’t push me away and loses herself in the kiss.
“Don’t cry, love! I’ll make everything alright. Just trust me.” I whisper after breaking the kiss.
“I trust you.” She breathes, gazing deep into my eyes.
These three words make me even stronger and more confident.
I kiss her forehead, promising her to never leave her. Then I kiss both eyes, promising that I’ll never let a tear come out of them.
I savour the taste of her lips as I kiss her again, my mouth enveloping hers with a delicate touch. The exquisite sensation of her soft lips against mine is enough to make all my worries vanish, and I feel peaceful and contented in this intimate moment.
I don’t know what our future holds, but I just want to be with her right now and cherish this moment of our togetherness.
As I break the kiss, we both get lost in the depth of each other’s eyes. I scoop her in my arms and take her to the bed, our eyes locked. All I want is to get lost in her love and forget about everything else.
I gently lay her down on the bed and come above her. Her eyes are still watery with tears.
“I love you, Alice. Just forget about everything and remember how much we love each other.” As I whisper, a tear roll down her cheek, causing my heart to ache. I can’t bear to see tears in her eyes.
I suck the tear from her face and give her a gentle kiss on her cheek. Automatically, tears well up in my own eyes because she is pure and doesn’t deserve any pain. She deserves happiness.
She clasps my face and wipes away my tears with her fingers. I hold her hand and kiss it while our eyes share the pain we feel.
She pulls me into a tight hug. As I wrap her in my arms, I realise that this is what I want in my life – her arms, my home, my peace.
“Love me, Alexander!” She demands, breaking the hug and looking deeply into my eyes.
That’s it. I capture her lips in a passionate kiss, and she kisses me back with equal flavour. Amidst our kisses, my hands explore her body, slide under her dress, and play with her soft tits, causing her to moan into my mouth.
She bites my lips, unbuttoning my shirt, and soon our clothes scatter in a corner of the room.
My lips continue to explore her body, moving down to her breasts, where I admire and caress her tattoo, causing her to shiver. As I lick her tattoo, she runs her fingers through my hair, lost in my touch.
All I want is to lose myself in her love.
Afterwards, I position myself between her legs, and we both gaze into each other’s eyes.
“I love you, Alice, and I’ll always choose you, no matter what.” I groan as I give her a deep shot. Tears stream down her face as she feels me inside her.
Every single time I enter, I feel so complete.
It is a pure bliss, like heaven on earth.
I won’t allow anyone to come between us.
My fingers wipe tears from her face so softly, as if she’s made of glass. I don’t want to cause her any pain.
I give her slow and deep thrusts, causing her to moan with profound pleasure. “I love you, Alexander.”
Why do I feel like this could be the last time we make love? It hurts me to the core.
But it’s just a feeling. I’ll never leave her.
“I’ll never leave you, Alice.” I increase the pace of my movements, groaning.
As she wraps her legs around my waist, we lost ourselves in our pure lovemaking session, and the room fills with our moans and gasps as we surrender to our passion.
Right now, she’s with me and that’s all that matters to me. I don’t care about anything else.