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“I said leave me alone Lara!” He shouted in rage.
My lips trembled and I tried to reach for his arms but he just stepped away from me. “Lucifer–”
“When are you going to stop me ?!” He shouted again.
“Lucifer, we need to talk–”
“We already talked, Lara. I’ve cleared everything to you. if that child is really mine, I will accept and support that baby but if it is not, don’t ever show up to me again! ”
I know this isn’t the first time he’s told me that, but is the pain still there?
“M-Believe me Lucifer. This is yours! This child is yours.” my tears dripped so I immediately wiped them away.
“Go away, Lara. I don’t want to see your face. Can’t you see? I’m busy.” It pointed to the stacked papers on the table.
“You always keep on disturbing me!” I could clearly see the annoyance and anger on its face. what else can I expect from a Lucifer Salvadore Villaflores? He was always really angry and disgusted with me.
“Lucifer, I know you’re mad at me for what happened then but let me explain everything to–”
“Crap that bullsht and just leave Lara ! i don’t want to hear your explanations. Just move on. “He returned to his swivel chair and ignored me. I was already very heartbroken because of what he said.
Is that so? Why did he move on so easily? Why doesn’t he want to listen to my explanations? I wiped the tears from my cheeks again.
“You’re so numb, Lucifer!” I shouted causing him to look up at me.
“You’re so ruthless! You’re so demonic!” He stood up again and glared at me.
“What did you just call me?” He asked.
“I said you’re a demon! You have no mercy ! You’re so numb! “I shouted again so he quickly approached me again.
“Yes, Lara. I’m a demon just like my name. I don’t have mercy and I don’t fcking care about what you say. Now, leave my office before I decide to drag you out.” He pointed the door of his office.
with a heavy heart, I turned my back at him. I started walking and came out of his office again crying and full of resentment.
“I don’t know why sir is still letting you in his office. You should be at the entrance, the guards won’t let you in anymore.” I looked up at Lucifer’s secretary. He raised an eyebrow at me and was obviously annoyed again.
Instead of hitting him, I just kept walking and chose to ignore him anymore.
“Acting kindly, it’s so funny.” I even heard him say but I just took the elevator.
I’m used to it. It is not new for me to be insulted and rebuked by people. For them, I’m a desperate slut. A gold digger, acting like an angel. It hurts but I’m used to it. I accept that. this world is full of judgmental people. They prefer to believe what they see and hear rather than the truth.
I can not blame them. How many times have I come here over and over again and force myself on someone I don’t love.
When I came out of the building, I got in a jeep and went down to a nearby carenderya.
“What about you, mother?” The old woman asked so I pointed to a dish.
“This and rice.” He nodded I said. I sat at a nearby table and waited for my order to arrive.
while eating, I couldn’t help but sigh. Many people say I am very desperate. They said I would stop chasing Lucifer. We don’t seem to matter. He was rich and I was just poor.
The world is very unfair to me. why do I still need to feel this pain? I just wish I hadn’t met him. I wish I hadn’t loved Lucifer if it was just pain. Noon, I thought we’re perfect for each other. But since that night … everything has changed.
lucifer and I had a relationship two years ago. We are both fourth year college. I am a nurse, she is studying for business. We became lovers from second year college to fourth year. I thought no one would stop us. Nothing will ruin our relationship. as far as I can tell, nothing can ruin our love.
It was our graduation. The fun of all the students, including me. We are so happy because finally, we are graduates. That night, a celebration took place in Lucifer’s department. Because I’m his girlfriend, I’m with him. everyone is having so much fun. They drank, danced, and sang. Of course, I was drunk too. Lucifer didn’t want me to drink but in the end, he didn’t do anything. I was so drunk to the point that I was dizzy and I could no longer understand what was going on. I just said goodbye to cr. while I was inside, suddenly someone covered my nose. Sleepy. It’s intoxicating. Eventually, I realized that I had lost consciousness.Belonging © NôvelDram/a.Org.
My tears streamed down my face when I remembered it. When because of that night. I lost everything. I was broken.
the day after the graduation and after that party, I found myself on a bed. My head hurts so much. I can hardly remember everything that happened last night. The last thing I remember was me drinking a lot of alcohol and saying goodbye to going to the bathroom. while I was inside, someone covered my nose with a handkerchief. I was nervous when I remembered that so I immediately looked to my side. The nervousness started in my chest when I saw a man next to me. I was even more nervous and scared when I realized we were both naked and only blankets covered our naked bodies.
I started to panic so the man woke up. I thought it was Lucifer, but it’s not. It’s not Lucifer. i was about to scream when the door opened and revealed the mad face of Lucifer Villaflores. At that moment, I knew my life and our relationship would change. I know since then, my beloved Lucifer has changed.
To be continued…