Chapter 98
Chapter 98
Blake’s pleading eyes and trembling voice managed to shake the depths of my heart.
However, I used every bit of my self control so that my thoughts would not resurface outwardly.
I looked at Blake, maintaining my expression as calmly as I could. But only I knew that my entire being
was about to go crazy.
Blake, my mate… my other half.
He was my sole weakness and the one who held my heart in the palm of his hands.
So much so that even as we both struggle with our differences, my love for him screams. Every bit of
my being, my heart and my soul all knew how much I wanted to ignore all complications and hug him in
response.
But reality was too strong and cruel for me this time.
From the moment of my father’s death, then to the sudden threat of countless enemies until Blake’s
matter… My body and soul are physically tired at the moment.
The headache that has been brewing from earlier on was now attacking me in full force, causing my
vision to turn blurry and my mind feel like it was buzzing.
Blake seemed to have seen the change in my complexion.
He halted his talking and observed me for a little while before flashing a sad smile.
“I am sorry… I did not take into account your state at the moment…” He mumbled as he stretched out
his hand and swiped the stray piece of my hair blocking my face.
“Take a rest… the matter about earlier can be discussed later on…” He said as he slowly stood up and
kept a safe distance.
I watched his unwilling yet determined actions and gave him a nod wordlessly.
Before exiting the room, his gaze lingered at me for a moment before finally exiting the room.
As soon as he closed the door, the exhaustion filled my body as I could no longer fight the urge to stay
awake.
Then as soon as I laid my head on the bed, sleepiness came over me, causing me to fall into a deep
slumber.
I did not know how much it took, but after some time, I found myself in a bizarre dream.
In that dream, I was in a garden.
It was carefully taken care of, as if someone deliberately gathered all of the prettiest and most fragrant
flowers around the world and cultivated it in one place.
The meadows at my feet were a soft bed of lush grass that spreaded out like a soft carpet along the
garden’s path.
“What a beautiful garden…” I could not help but exclaim as I continued to marvel at its beauty.
Observing the greenery and flowers carefully, I felt a sense of familiarity in this dreamy place. However,
no matter how much I tried to remember, I could not make sense out of it and decided to not think too
much about it.
Until I saw a child from afar.
The child had dark hair and eyes that were so beautiful and captivating.
Unfortunately, I could not see the child’s face clearly as I was standing quite far.
I heard the child laugh while running around the garden. The laughter was so lively and heartwarming
that I could not help but want to follow around.
We walked and walked doing nothing but go around the place yet for some reason I felt happy and
satisfied.
It was like the child managed to cast a spell on me that I would only feel comfortable and warm.
I wanted to hold the child, wanting to go near, but I realized that no matter how much I tried I seemed to
be unable to hold the child.
“Child… come here…” I attempted to call out, but to my surprise, the child did not stop walking.
At that moment, I started to feel desperate. It was as if there was some mysterious connection between
us that I became dead set on catching up and holding the child in my arms.
With that in mind, I ran and ran for a time which I have lost track of.
But just as I thought that our chase would be unending, the child suddenly stopped running.
Then the child turned to look at me, to which at that moment, made my body freeze in shock.
The child has a similar face to Blake. From the hair to the eyes, each of the child's features resemble
Blake so strongly!
‘Could this child be… our baby?’ I suddenly came up with a realization.
A great wave of happiness washed over me as I tried to reach and embrace him in my arms.
However, when my hand was supposed to touch his body, I felt nothing but an empty space.
I froze and my mind started to be afraid.
Why couldn't I touch him?
I prayed in my heart that this dream would not be a bad premonition, but this situation was so bizarre
that made me worry more.
The next moment, my child gave a smile.
It looks the same as Blake's sad smile, which made my entire body freeze.
At that moment, I also realized the garden we were in was the garden in the Silver Pack.
This very garden was something that Blake and Carrie put up in remembrance of their mother. And
during the time of my stay, I also took part in tending the plants that were in it.
When I was distracted looking at the garden that resembles that of the Silver pack, I suddenly realized
the child had already disappeared.
A wave of panic rose within me and I started to blindly run and searched for him for a very long time.
It was as if the garden was expanding at a never ending rate that I could not seem to make out if I was
able to see all of the garden and find where my child is.
Just as when I was about to fall into despair for failing to find my child, I suddenly woke up from my
nightmare.
“Hah!!” I desperately breathed gasps of air as I found my entire body covered with cold sweat.
My body felt very weak and exhausted, as if I was really running around just like what I did in that
dream.
However, this time, my eyes were clearer. This is no longer a dream, and I am back to reality.
After calming myself down, I got up and opened the door.
To my surprise, I saw Blake sitting on the ground by the door.
Seeing him unmoving, I observed him for a long time and realized that Blake was sleeping.
‘Did he guard me while I was asleep?’
‘Why would he do that? My room is not even in a good place…’
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My thoughts started to wander as I found myself sitting by the ground and looking at him.
As my eyes examined him, I realized that he looked disheveled and exhausted. My heart ached and
worried that his actions might affect his health at the moment.
Without thinking much, I raised my hand and wanted to touch him. But I stopped as soon as I caught
myself, just before the tips of my fingers were about to reach the surface of his skin.
I held my breath and decided to withdraw my hand.
However, before I was able to do so, Blake's eyes opened.