Forbidden 56
Forbidden 56
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I stand quietly, unsure of what to say or do. Normally I’m confident, and right now that seems to have gone and I don’t know why. My head drops and he steps to me, grasping my chin and raising my head so I look at him.
“This isn’t you baby girl. This isn’t the woman who danced in that. room, who had me groaning and wishing I would die because you taunted so fucking much.” His lips press against mine. “This isn’t the woman who had the confidence to move my hand up her leg, or who taunted the fuck out of me in a club with people watching.” His lips. kiss along my neck, stopping at my collarbone.
“This isn’t the woman who sat at the table naked to tease me, or who put on that, ‘I don’t know what to call it dress‘ and bent over the table to taunt me so now if I ever see that dress again all I will see is your ass bent over that table.” His teeth bite down against my collarbone.
“Because I’m not her anymore.”
He chuckles, biting and kissing along my collarbone. “You are baby girl, or you better get her as she is my drug. Her body is here, I’m drowning in it, I just need her mind back.” A whimper escapes my lips as his mouth teases my body. I shake against him as he continues to kiss around my neck and shoulders, before reaching my mouth and claiming it.
His kiss is slow, as his hands stroke along my body. His fingers slowly push down my skirt and underwear until it pools around my feet. His fingers taunting and stroking to my top, lifting it, he breaks from the kiss to pull it off me and throw it across the room.
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“Please.” I pull him closer, and he groans.
“Not yet baby girl, not until I know you realise how fucking perfect you are.” I moan against him as his hands continue to tease my body. I grab his belt and pull him to me, a growl escaping his lips. “Don’t do that baby girl.” His body shakes, and I smirk, did I find a weakness? I wait, watching as his mouth teases my neck again, and his hands move to rest on the wall at either side of my head. His forehead touches mine.
“I’m addicted to you baby girl, how can you not see that? You bit your lip and I had to have you there and then. I ordered you into that bathroom at the club and fucked you knowing the risk because I needed you.” His words have me bite my lip, and he smirks at me.
“I don’t even need to see you, baby girl, someone says your name and I crave you.” He’s going too slow. I grasp his belt pulling him to me. A low growl escapes his lips as his hand grips my throat.
“Baby girl, don’t do that. I’m not even started in making you realise how fucking perfect you are, keep going and I will lose control, forget my plan and just fuck you.” His eyes stay on mine as his lips press against mine. His fingers slowly tease down my stomach before reaching my clit.
“Fuck your plan, Daddy.” I grasp his belt pulling him to me and he groans, his hands grasping me and lifting me. My hands unfasten hist belt and jeans, pushing them down, as his mouth bites against me. His hips thrust causing me to scream as his hands grasp my hips and he pounds into me, pushing himself deeper. His hands grasp my legs pushing them wider so he can settle deeper.
My moans are low as he stays deep unmoving and I shake against him.
“Mmm, can you feel it, baby girl?” I nod moaning, the pleasure rising in me and he isn’t even fucking moving. “I wonder baby girl.” His
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mouth teases my ear. “How long will it take for you to explode around. me if I stay like this unmoving? Or will you need me to move just a slight bit and gently for it to happen?” I moan his name, feeling the orgasm flood through me. My eyes widening.
What the fuck? He wasn’t even moving. He grips my hair and pulls my head back. “So I don’t need to move baby girl, just make sure I am deep enough to stay on that perfect spot and the pleasure continues to build until you can’t stop it.” I nod and cry slightly.
“I want to test something, baby girl.” His smile grows and I have a bad feeling about this. His mouth teases my neck as his fingers stroke along my body, his body purposely pushing against mine causing me to whimper.
Grasping him. I tighten my legs around him trying to pull him closer. “Do you want me to fuck you, baby girl?” I nod trying to move my hips. but he has me pinned hard. “Can you imagine it, baby girl? One quick, hard thrust and you would be screaming.”
“Please!” Why is he taunting me?
“Please? Mmm, baby girl, make me.” What? I moan and push against him, trying to get him to move. While his shoulders move back slightly, he purposely pushes his hips deeper between my legs. His mouth taunts my neck more.
God, I am ready to explode. Screaming I push against him, and he chuckles, his stance unmoving, his fingers and mouth teasing me.
“Please, Daddy.” I try and wiggle and move to feel something, to get the pressure off that spot that he is using to taunt me.
“No, this is too much fun.” His words are low as his nails drag down my back, my body shaking against him. “I’m staying right here baby
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girl, all fucking night, just like this to see what happens.”
I whine slightly, god why does he have to be so strong? Trying to break out of his hold his mouth bites against my neck. “Then, I think I will tease you for hours without even touching.” What? I stare at him, my eyes widening and he laughs. “Hours baby girl. I can see it in my mind, you swearing, begging and crying for me to touch you. Even if it is just to go back to this.”
I feel myself snap, my feet rest against his hips, using my shoulders I push away from the wall, while my feet push on his hips, his body stumbles back slightly with me in his arms, and he falls onto the bed.
“I quit with your game, Daddy:” Pushing him back I stay straddled over him. My hand grips his neck, as I roll my hips, my hand tightening on his neck. His eyes wide, as I fuck him. My hips speed up more and he
groans.
“Harder baby girl.” I do as he says moving my hips and pushing down. harder each time, his head shaking. His fingers tap my hand that is on his neck. “This, baby girl, harder.” Shit, I moan and squeeze his neck. more hearing him groan, my body leaning forward as I kiss him, his hips now moving with mine.
His hands stay up as I ride him faster my nails digging into his neck as my body begins to quake and the orgasm begins to flood through him, his groan loud as his hips push harder before slowing and stopping. I stay above him, staring into his eyes, and neither of us speaks. His hands finally move and he grips my throat before pulling my lips to his.
His kiss is slow and passionate and I keep my hand on his neck. I don’t even know what the hell happened there. It was so different. He clearly is thinking the same as he isn’t speaking. His body moves, rolling over until he is above me. His cock is still inside of me as he grips my wrists and holds them above my head.
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“You fucked up my plans baby girl.” I bite my lip to stop the smile, one of his hands moves, and his finger tugs on my lip pulling it free.
“I did nothing, Daddy.” Okay, I did but oh well. I smirk slightly.
“You did a lot. I was planning on teasing you all night before even fucking you baby girl. That changed quickly.” He’s looking at me unamused.
“All I did was pull your belt, Daddy.” I look up fluttering my lashes his breathing quickening. “I like it Daddy, almost enough to try it at random points of the day.”
“I will just walk around nude baby girl. Behave.” I laugh slightly at his suggestion. Opening my mouth his hand covers it. “Don’t be a brat, that was clearly a fucking joke.” Kissing my nose he smiles and removes his hand. “Anyway, as I said. The plan was baby girl I tease you all night. Then tomorrow I was going to fuck you slow for hours.” He looks at me unimpressed.
“My way worked out better Daddy.” I laugh at his face, okay This content provided by N(o)velDrama].[Org.
straightening my lips I smile. “I mean, you fixed me, daddy.” He groans and leans forward with his face hidden in my neck.
“After you fucked up my plan baby girl, I wanted to see how crazy you got if I just stood there teasing and barely fucking you.”
“I think you found the answer, Daddy.” I grin and he moves back to look at me. “Now, while you did that and it made me feel like screaming and literally fighting back. I need to ask about the second part of that scene, as your neck is bleeding.” I didn’t realise my nails. went so deep.
“What do you need to ask baby girl?” He looks at me waiting.
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“Well for one, what the hell happened there as you would never let me do that normally. Two, did you react in that way because secretly you like to be dominated as well? Three, you realise you literally became a bottom right?”
He looks at me clearly figuring out the answer.
“I don’t know what happened baby girl, that is the truth. I was taunting you, on purpose to see how you reacted, then that happened and it felt good so I let it happen. I do not like to be dominated baby girl, I tried before and no, not in the way you do. That however, I will admit yes I enjoyed a lot, and I did in some ways become a bottom as you took control, and you did to me what I would so often do to you.”
His words cause me to smile, he seems just as shocked as me.
“You said you tried it before and didn’t like it but tonight said you did.” I laugh.
“Baby girl, I have tried it before and I did not like submitting. I, however, have never pushed a woman to go crazy to the point she takes control, straddles me and strangles me. Part of it was seeing you take control. Seeing you above me, seeing your eyes when you felt like you had that power.” His hands slide along my body and grip my ass.
“The belt thing Daddy?” I need to know about that.
“Baby girl, my submissives were always on strict orders no touching. Did I know? Yes, but as I said, it rarely happened as my usual submissives were not allowed to touch me in that way without permission first–hand.”
“So it makes you lose control, Daddy?” He growled at me, and I feel had I done it when his mind wasn’t set on his task he wouldn’t have given it a second thought and fucked me instantly.
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“Very few things make me lose control baby girl, and that is one. Now, tell me how you feel. You worried me today.” He looks at me waiting.
“I’m sorry, I guess while you were gone even though I agreed I was scared. My mind kept replaying it over and over, you and her and making me think that when you saw me after you would realise I was nothing like that and a turn–off.” Maybe I just tortured myself? His hand grips my throat as he leans closer to me.
“Baby girl, I didn’t even look at her body.”
“You kept taking her back Daddy.” Something must have him wanting her.
“Yes, I will admit I did. Not because I craved her, wanted her or needed her baby girl. I did it because she was the safe option. She reminded me she wouldn’t ever leave. There were no genuine feelings there for her, and to be honest, the past few years she was purely a release, I had my other submissives, but she was always there regardless of my situation offering herself.” So he used her? I feel like that is what he is saying.
He sighs slightly and looks at me. “I realised, when I saw you tied to that chair, Damiana gone and you saying it was her that what I did was fucked up. Usually with my submissives once it ends it ends. I don’t see them again, if they come back I refuse. Those times I felt like I was always going
to be alone she was there and I admit I used her. Which is why this happened, me not thinking and telling her no more all those times meant in her mind she thinks there’s more there.”
“What is her story, Daddy?” She has to have one to take Damiana and think she is hers.
“No idea baby girl. I can tell you that the first time we were together she said she loved me and wanted a family and I pushed her out. I didn‘
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t want that, I told her I didn’t want that. She kept coming back though usually when things went bad. When I would let someone in and they hurt me, it’s like she knew, as soon as that all happened with you baby girl she was here. I had tried to get you to talk to me and Joel said you hated me. So I took what comfort I could from her.”
“So you have no idea why she is going crazy and thinking Damiana is hers?”
His head shakes, then nods. “Me, I told her I didn’t want that baby girl. The truth is I did, I feared it, and I knew I didn’t love her and never would. I shouldn’t have lied. I should have told her I wanted kids, a family, a wife, but that she would never be that person I do it with. I realised baby girl, what I did is probably the cause, and the reason she has flipped.
I can see he blames himself, but he is wrong.
“Daddy, you never told her you wanted it. You never promised her it. The most that would happen through what you did was her shout, scream and hate you. Her going crazy and thinking Damiana is her own daughter, isn’t caused by you, even I know that is something deep- rooted that maybe she kept hidden.”
“Maybe so baby girl, but I will forever wonder if I had done things differently would it never have happened.” I nod, I can understand him. thinking that.
“It’s fine, you got her back, so everything is fine.” I smile and he laughs.
“No, it isn’t, baby girl. I had to sleep with her which hurt you, and nearly broke us. It had you thinking you were nothing and feeling like I wouldn’t want you. It isn’t fine.” I grasp his face and kiss his lips.
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“Daddy, you’re talking crazy, do I need to tease and taunt you for hours to make you sane?” He chuckles at my words. “I will do it.”
“No baby girl. All I need is to cuddle you tonight.” He rolls over, pulling me into his chest and I snuggle against him falling asleep.
Waking I hear I movement and look up to see him feeding Damiana, I look at him confused.
“I went and got her. I couldn’t sleep even if the club was full and she was protected, I couldn’t sleep. She’s home, the door is locked so don’t worry.” Kissing me I nod and feel my eyes slip closed and I fall back to sleep.