Chapter 58
RECONCILED WITH ZANE
Rita’s POV
That very day when I got home, I engaged myself in some random stuff that wouldn’t make me think about Finn. I cooked, ate, rested enough and tried to while away time.
It suddenly drew on me that I was missing someone, Zane! He hasn’t reached out to me yet!
I dialed his number right away. At that moment, I badly wanted his companion.
On the second ring, he finally picked up his call.
“Hello babe, I am back from work” I announced, speaking into the phone.
“Ugh! Why does it sound like it’s been a long long time since we heard each other’s voice?” He said.All content is property © NôvelDrama.Org.
“You are right, it’s been a while since we had a heart to heart communication. My bad!” I tried to apologise but I heard him chuckle. Nowadays, he seemed to care less about my uncommitted attitude towards him.
As if he was suspicious that I was cheating on him, now he’s probably no longer interested in the relationship or perhaps, he’s just used to my uncommitted behavior. I don’t know but the feeling of guilt welled up inside of me.
“Zane, I have a confession” I uttered.
Lately, I have been carried away by Finn that I have almost forgotten about him, my boyfriend.
“I know we are at the edge of breaking up” Zane said solemnly.
I was mute for a while, “I agree” I muttered. “And I admit that I am the major reason why our relationship is falling apart. Like Mrs Janet Johnson has said attention and quality time keeps a relationship going but I starved you of my attention these past days instead I diverted it to someone else” I confessed and I heard him exhale deeply. “I am very sorry, maybe I am such a cheat”
He didn’t say a word.
“Also, I have lied to you several times, Zane. I haven’t been faithful, I.. I have not been honest with you for some time now” I felt really guilty.
“I… I noticed Rita and I’m prepared for what may come up soon” Zane replied, sounding like our relationship is coming to an end.
“No, I’m not breaking up with you. I regret everything I have done but I still love you Zane, I love you so much and I am ready to make up things with you again, let’s reconnect and return to the way we used to be” I proposed.
He sighed deeply again.
“Zane” I mentioned his name. “You don’t want us to continue our relationship?” I asked. Looks like he was hesitating. “You don’t love me anymore?”
“Of course, I do. This is just too much for me” He said. “But, it is alright, do not feel bad; maybe I am also at fault” He finally answered.
“I am sorry for everything” I apologized again.
“Can we stop being solemn already? Instead make it up to me like you have said” He cheered, sounding delighted.
“I know exactly what you want” I giggled “My once in a blue moon surprise!”
“Hmmmn maybe you are right but I don’t wanna see you naked if you don’t wanna see me naked!” He said.
“Alrigght fine! I wanna see you pants down! I will ignore the wetness, I mean the s*xual urge is normal. It is very normal to get horny after being all lascivious”
“Are you sure I won’t perceive your motherfvcking arousal from where I am?” He asked.
I scoffed; “I am ready for whatever” I said remembering how I was so certain the last time.
“I see. And you know what, I would love to finally have a video call with you!” he suggested.
“Really? Marvelous!” I exclaimed.
“You must be ready to see me in action”
“I’m more than ready for you! A video call chat with you is something I have been looking forward to” I remarked. Just then, his incoming video call popped in, chiming till I swiped to the receiver.
“Hold on a second Zane, watch me go change into a lingerie that would blow your mind” I said as I moved to my closest and picked a red silky net-like lingerie because the color red gave a kind of lustful vibe.
Haven, half-dressed up in the lingerie, I placed my phone vertically on the dressing table, so he could see my full body.
Somehow, sex chatting with Zane this way has rekindled my suppressed feelings for him. I guess I was the one who hurt myself by dancing along to Finn’s tune in the first place but right now, I was less concerned Finn but more excited that Zane and I are getting along again and he was finally having a video call with me, an erotic one! It may be awkward yet I mustered up the courage to be ready for him in view of the fact that if I am not sexually enlightened and active now, how about when we finally meet physically?
I felt goosebumps all over me as every single tiny hair on my skin stood.
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To Be Continued