Chapter 43 The Source of Your Anger Is From Her
Chapter 43 The Source of Your Anger Is From Her
The next day, Rae got up quickly to wash herself up instead of staying on the bed with Jensen because
she worried about him. She went to the refrigerator after washing up and drank the milk. As she was
ready to burp, she suddenly noticed someone behind her. She turned her head and saw that Jensen
was standing there, looking at her. Rae suddenly resist herself from burping and
put the top back on the bottle and placed the mild back. She grinned wickedly at him and ran back to
her room for make-up. Upstodatee from Novel(D)ra/m/a.O(r)g
Rae sat in front of the dresser, thinking that Jensen was really horrible and she didn't even dare burp!
She angrily applied all kinds of skin care make-up to herself, and opened the small drawer beside. The
lipstick in it was arranged according to the color. Rae was in a good mood today, so she chose a bright
red one. After she applied it on, she pursed her lips with a satisfactory smile. Then she stood up from
her chair and brushed her long hair in the mirror. Mm, she looked beautiful!
She went downstairs. Jensen had already driven the car out of the garage and was waiting for her by
the door of the apartment. Rae quickly got on the car, picked up the fashion magazine that had been
left in the car, and read it. The car drove down the road towards the place for further consultation.
It was brilliantly sunny with blue sky and white cloud. Everything under the sun was outlined with
golden halo in the slanting sunlight. It was really a delightful day.
Jensen, however, glanced at Rae from the corner of the eye from time to time.
Red lips, curly hair, crop top and short jeans, there was no different from wearing nothing.
Could she go to work with that outfit?
Jensen knew that her company was full of young handsome men, and she certainly hadn’t mention that
she was in relationship based on her character.
Jensen, who had calmed down after a night, was out of sorts at the thought of this.
He was not a suspicious man, but she was really the kind of woman who would hook up with young
hunks.
She either exchanged phone calls with them or held their arms at most of the time he met her in a
restaurant. Sometimes she would asked them to drive her home. When a man and woman shared a
car for at least half an hour, they were sure to have physical contact.
He still remembered one time when he couldn't bear to ask her if she knew the sense of propriety. She
even said that she there was no reason as the man was so handsome and she couldn’t resist.
He took a deep breath and forced himself to calm down.
But in fact, now she retrained herself a lot, and he didn’t want to go over the matter discussed before in
case that she would relapse.
Rae, who focused on reading magazines, felt someone was staring at her. She pulled the magazine
down, but Jensen clearly seemed to be focusing on driving. Was it her illusion? Joe didn't think much
about it and continued to read magazines. About 40 minutes later, they arrived at the private clinic
owned by Dr. Lee. The clinic was just like the studio. It made people feel that they came here not to see
a doctor, but to chat. It was very relaxed.
It was no wonder that Dr. Lee was the only doctor Jensen had been seeing.
"Come in." Dr. Lee had been waiting for them at the door for a long time. When he saw them, he
welcomed them in like their family. There was only a simple greeting without much ceremony.
It made them feel comfortable.
Seeing that Jensen didn’t speak, Rae nodded to Dr. Lee, otherwise it would be embarrassing. After
greeting, she turned to look at the studio.
Well, it seemed that it had been decorated, which was not the same as before.
Doctor Li gestured Jensen to come in and they went to the chatting room.
Jensen was upset and didn't want to talk. Seeing that Rae looked around, he couldn't help saying, "Sit
down and wait for me. Don't walk around."
"I forgot to bring up my mobile phone. Give me yours. I want to play games," Rae
said, spreading her hands.
Jensen took it out of his pocket and handed it to her.
It was no until she went to the sofa to sit down and play games that he stepped into the conversation
room.
See, he cared about her so much, how could he want to revenge her and make her feel his sadness?
As for people, there were always some evil thoughts. As long as it could be contained, it was fine.
Jensen thought to himself.
The layout of the talk room was very simple, with white as the main color, and there was a faint
fragrance in the room. In a word, it was very pleasant. There was a chair bed in the middle, which was
very comfortable to lie on. However, Jensen never lay down and fell asleep in front of other people
except Rae. Sleep was a very fragile state. So he went to Dr. Lee's desk and sat down. He stretched
out his hand to knock on the desk. Looking at the doctor in front of him, he asked directly, "Have you
found the cause of my fear? How to solve it? I can't wait, someone had found it. "
When he went here for treatment in the past, Dr. Lee helped him ease the abnormal state when he saw
or heard the fire, and made him look like a normal person. But Jensen thought that this was a
temporary cure, so he asked Dr. Lee to find out the source. Why did it happen after seeing the fire?
Was it just because of psychological trauma?
"What if I say fire is not the cause at all?" Seeing Jensen's question, Dr. Lee decided to tell him his
opinion, although Jensen would not accept it.
"Don't beat around the bush," Jensen said.
It was not because of fire?
How was that possible?
It was clear that every time he touched something about fire, something was wrong with him.
"You've been here for counselling for several years. I just realized it not long ago. In fact, fire is just a
fuse for you. You know the function of fuse. It's used to transmit fire, and it can't make you abnormal.
And what really upset you is the bomb in your heart. " Dr. Lee didn't speak fast. He bit every word very
clearly. "and the bomb in your heart..." echoed in Jensen’s ears.
Dr. Lee stopped.
Jensen frowned.
He seemed to know what Dr. Lee was going to say next.
"It's the woman out there," Dr. Lee said.
"Be more detailed!" When Jensen saw that the answer was exactly what he thought, he just thought it
was ridiculous!
How was that possible?
He was with Rae every day, and all he could feel was happiness!
So how could she be the bomb?
Was he kidding?
"The reason you're abnormal at the sight of fire is because you're upset about what happened before.
Jensen, what you care about is not the fire, but why she didn't save you. But you love her, you refuse to
admit that you hate her, or you can't hate her, so you subtly blame the fire for this reason." Dr. Lee said,
"I know it may be a bit complicated for you, and it's also very complicated for me. I seldom encounter
cases like yours. In short, she's both the cause and the cure. "
A chill sent down Jensen’s spine as he asked, "What’s the solution?"
"My suggestion is that you break up her and then I..."
"I am not here to listen to your nonsense!" When Jensen heard Doctor Li's so-called method, he was
angry all of a sudden!
Break up?
How was that possible?
It took him so long and so much effort to have her, but now someone told him that if he wanted to get
better, he would leave her?
Ridiculous, ridiculous!
"I know you can't accept my offer, but since I have charged you, I must give you the most direct advice
according to your situation. Otherwise, you will never be cured. Jensen, do you dare say that when you
see the fire, there is no sound in your heart. In your heart, you blame her for giving up you... "Doctor Li
stared at Jensen, trying to see through his thoughts from his weak facial expression.
Jensen controlled well at first, but when he heard the end of his sentence, he panicked.
He didn't expect that Dr. Lee could tell his story. Was he right?
Did he really hate her at the depth of his heart?
No, no...
Jensen didn't believe it.
While observing, Dr. Lee continued, "You blame her and you want to revenge on her. The voice told
you that you were so kind to her, but she was...!"
Bang!
The fist hit the face and made a heavy sound!
Dr. Lee raised his hand to protect his face!
Jensen hit him. Then he got up and pulled his collar across the table and pulled him off the stool. His
eyes were filled with anger. He gritted his teeth and threatened, "Try talking nonsense to me again?"
Doctor Lee was not afraid. Since he was ready to tell Jensen, he had already expected such an result.
"Ask yourself if it's nonsense! As I said before, since I have charged you, I will only provide you with the
most suitable treatment plan according to your situation. If there are other plans, I will be happy to tell
you. Otherwise, do you think I want this? But now, as long as she is around you for a day, you will
always delude yourself and blame the fire! Then you'll never be cured!"
"Damn it..." Jensen raised his hand and took him aside. He hit him in the face again!
In an instant, blood came out of Dr. Lee's nose, and Dr. Lee didn't fight back. Instead, he said, "Am I
right? Or you won't get angry! Jensen, you are so smart, you must know what I said and believe what I
said! It's just that you can't convince yourself... How about this? I'll come forward and tell Miss Jordan
for you. I think she's a cheerful person too. She won't... "
"If you dare say that, I’ll kill you!" In a panic, Jensen pushed him to the table next to him and took out a
knife from his back!