Love You Or Hate You, I Can't Decide, Book2

“Enjoy your privacy”

** Episode-278 "Enjoy your privacy"**

** Ernest's POV:**

The private plane

landed, I noticed Celeste is sleeping.... She wasn't agreeing for a vacation but

I managed.... She is angry on me for bringing her here even when she refused and

now sleeping. The airhostess was about to wake her up but I said, "No need..."

I carried Celeste in

my arms out of the plane and as I got the view of the island old memories flash

in front of me. I couldn't help but smile... we use to come often when we were

younger.. but now I am here with my wife... I am even happier I hope she can feel

this too... and heal...

I noticed her

little pout and snuggle into my arms... I couldn't help but smile.... How can a

grown up women be this cute...

I noticed her eyes

opening, yes this place is bright. Celeste looked at me and I said, "You should

see the view...." she looked around and I can see her surprise... I know she grew

up on a beach city in N country.... I think she will enjoy it more than me.

I walked to the

car waiting for us, this property is bigger than anyone can think.. I don't

want her to walk all the way to the house... I made her sit in and she scoped

herself to the window...

I added, "it's little

bit different here... it never snows here like it does in your hometown or

capital... we use to get here when mom got sick of the cold weather..." I know she

still don't talk with me... the unborn child took something from her and I am

going to bring it back...

Few hours later, I

found her staring at the water of the pond, I brought her to show around... I

want her to free herself in here... Celeste come on, love.... Don't hurt yourself

more.

I intertwined my

fingers with hers and said, "You know... this is love nest of my parents... and I

want it to be ours too... we can come here and forget every pain and worry and

just be each other...."

She is still being

lifeless, I pulled her into a hug and said, "Celeste... my love, forget Property belongs to Nôvel(D)r/ama.Org.

everything... let's move on.. whatever happened was neither your fault nor mine...

why are you punishing yourself..."

I kissed her head

when I heard a sob, I embraced her tighter. But I heard her, "leave.... Ernest..."

I didn't let her

get out of my embrace... I said, "No.. I can't leave you like this... I will fail

as a husband..."

I felt her tiny hit

on my chest as she sobbed, hate to find her like this. she pushed me harder

that I found myself little too far from her. I looked at her confused... it felt...

distant....

Really distant....

She said in tears,

"You failed.. you already did.... when you said you didn't cared about the baby...

you wanted to kill it... you failed... I failed too when I lost it because of my

mistake... just stop it Ernest..."

I looked at her in

disbelief, I asked, "You mean... I am responsible for this..."

She said, "I didn't

said that.." she didn't said this explaining but like she didn't cared...

I am getting angry, I

said, "But you mean it... don't you?.... you think I was excited to kill my own

child... my own blood..."

Celeste said in

indifferently, "Yes.. you acted like that... did you ever knew what I felt when

you.. said..."

I cut her words with

mine, "NO!.. stop!... what was I supposed to do!!... between a unborn baby and

you.. what was I supposed to choose, Celeste... I will always choose you..."

She scoffed and said,

"You will not understand... what I felt went my baby... died..."

I cleared, "Our baby....

don't act like only you were concerned about it... me, your father, my parents...

everyone.... Everyone choose you instead of the baby to save you... don't act like

it was only important to you... I cared too..."

Celeste said anger

nor ready to understand, "I know how much you cared, Ernest... but now everything

is the way you wanted... you wanted me to live... I am alive... happy!!.. then why

are you trying to do all of this... can't you understand give me space... I hate

myself... and hate everything around me now.... just leave me alone instead of

supervising me.."

I can't explain what

I felt when I see her like this, talking to me like I am her biggest enemy. Or

worst...

I said, "I am doing

right.. and you are not in your f*cking

mind to talk with someone..... what am I supposed to do?!!.. my wife is

depressed... and I am trying my best.... But-"

She screamed, "I do

not need help!!!.. just f*ck off!!!!..... don't act like I will die in this

misery..... just leave me alone.. I don't need you!!!" she was angry, screaming,

crying... and the emotions she gathered were dropping through her face... but I

clearly didn't liked what she said or how she is behaving.... There is no excuse

for this.... there is no excuse for what she made me feel...

I nodded biting my

inner cheek, I said, "Fine.. I will leave you alone.... And don't kill yourself

or anything like that... there are your parents... at least think of them..." I was

about to walk out when I turned to her face and said, "And enjoy your Privacy...

I will not bother you, when you are ready you can go back... I will arrange

thing, since you don't need any of this or me.... and yes, I need some time so I will be staying here...

enjoy..." I walked in the house..... I don't know what to do... right now.... I just

want to cool myself off...

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