Am sorry baby…
SELENE’S POV
After Davis blurted out at my party referring to my mother and I as peasants and strangers coming up to their home. I could not feel any more embarrassed.
All of this had happened at one end of the room and almost all the guests were gone but I was sure it wasn’t going to be long before everyone heard at school.Nôvel/Dr(a)ma.Org - Content owner.
It was the happiest day of my life and it was just right for Davis to ruin my happiness yet again as he did at school.
” Oh my, everything is ruined.” I muttered as i walked aross the room to have a seat with everyone staring at me.
I was sure they felt I and my mother were gold diggers who wanted to exploit Uncle Karl as that was what Davis had insuitated with his rantings. I was angry, angry at mum especially because she had not told me about all of this.
Even though I wanted my mum and Uncle Karl to be together I didn’t want all of this. I didn’t want all of this drama especially with everyone at school finding out all of this.
She had not told me and I looked like a fool when Davis claimed we were at his house. I felt so pained that my happiest days as all ruined thanks to Davis I couldn’t hate him any less.
” I hate you Davis. I wish you drown or something.” I cursed as I sat down, I was so angry and could hardly contain my emotions. The rest of the guests left but not after they had mocked me with their eyes and even confronted me.
” I knew you were poor and wondered how you could afford a party. It’s a pity your mum is taking advantage of Mr Karl.” she said and walked away to meet her mum who had come to pick her up. I cried so much and when everyone had left, mummy came to meet me.
” Baby, are you ok?” She asked me and touched me by the shoulder and i turned to face her with so much anger and tears welled up in my eyes. I was so angry about everything happening.
” I hate you mum, you just ruined my life.” I yelled with so much anger. I hated everything happening and mum for causing it.
” Am sorry baby, mummy did all of this for you.” Mum responded as she tried to touch me but I didn’t let her and blurted out even further. I didn’t seem to understand how all of this was for me. I hated the rumors at school and now it was going to be about me.
” You did this for me?” I asked her lbut mummy just stared at me and tried to hold me to calm me down but I wasnt letting her.
” No you didn’t, you did it for yourself, mum. I only had school and now you took that away from me.” I yelled at my mum and tears welled up her eyes too. I could see how sad my actions made her but now even I was hurt and I could not help how I felt.
” No baby everything has always been about you, mummy just wants you to be happy.” She responded still trying to hold me.
” Am sorry about all of this baby.” She said still trying to apologise and get me to stop crying. She was crying too as tears flowed freely down her cheeks.
” I guess you are happy now. I dnt know if I would be able to show my face at school.” I said as I thought about the fact that everyone would know about everything that had happened at school.
I was sure it was going to be the talk at school as the rest of guests who were left especially Anthonia who had just mocked me a few moments ago was going to tell everyone who cared to listen about every thing.
” Baby I am so sorry, I thought you would be happy with the surprise.”
She said and I responded right back.
” Well as you can see mum I am not happy, you ruined everything because of your surprise.” I told her as I cried even more thinking about everything.
” How did mum even invite them.”I mumbled as I thought about Sasha and the best approach to salvage the situation. I was too angry to think of anything and I didn’t have a room at the house yet, to close myself in so I just sat down crying my heart out.
As I thought I decided to ask mummy a question that seemed to bother me.
” Mum, are you and Uncle Karl together now?” I asked her and she turned to me and held me.
” Yes baby but if that is not want you want, we could go home this minute.” She said as she tried to dry my tears, I knew she was hurt with everything I said to her as I felt so bad for making my mum cry.
” No mum, am sorry and I love you mummy, dnt cry.” I responded and just then Uncle Karl came down to meet us.
” Is everything ok here?” He asked and he came downstairs to meet us.