Chapter 436
Yitty was almost blowing up. "What are you doing, Cillian?"
Cillian said nothing but pressed the chattering Yitty against his chest.
His embrace was warm, and Yitty could clearly hear his beating heart thumping even more wildly.
"I've told you before that I don't blame you, Cillian. It was a one-sided thing. But what exactly do you want from me now?"
Yitty suddenly felt upset. Cillian had ignored her before, and after that incident between them, Cillian even wanted to draw a clear line between them. The more she thought about it, the angrier she was, but she felt more sadness than anger.
She began sniffling the next instant, and her eyes turned red. Her tears were almost falling.
Yitty thought about how cheap her tears were tonight. She had already cried in front of Cillian once, and she was crying again now.
She was never someone like that. She was someone who could command others. Her subordinates respected and feared her.
Yitty had never been someone to hesitate, but when it came to Cillian, she would always think twice. This was completely unlike her. Cillian was really something... He did not have to do anything to turn her this way.
Yitty felt like she had been restricted inside a cocoon with no way of escape.
"Let go, Cillian!"
Yitty was almost crying when she said that.
Cillian got flustered. He did not expect he would make Yitty cry. However, he had no idea what he had done.
He released her and he looked at
Yitty crying, wide-eyed. She was unable to stop her tears. She said, "You can't do something like this, Cillian! You ignore me when want to and hug me you feel like it. You're always doing whatever you want. You've never considered how I feel."
The more Yitty talked about it, the more upset she was. In the end, she finally stopped crying. It was probably because she had given up by now. "I think we shouldn't see each other anymore. Let's go our separate ways. I think it's a good idea for us to stay as far from each other as possible."
Cillian did not expect things to turn out this way. He was to blame for being indecisive about his feelings for Yitty. He was the cause of this bitter ending.
Yitty refused to believe him no matter what he said or did.
Was she really serious about cutting ties with him? Cillian felt like his heart was being squeezed by someone. The pain in his chest was almost killing him.
It was a horrible feeling that Cillian felt he would never experience again. He had only one life and Yitty had tormented him for half of it.
"Is this what you really want, Yitty?"
Yitty took a deep breath as she tried to bury all her sorrow.
She said coldly, "Isn't this what you've always wanted? I know I'm not the one you have feelings for. It's someone else. All I can do right now is stay out of your way. Isn't that the best thing to do? What else do you want from me?" Nôvel(D)ra/ma.Org exclusive © material.
"But we've been through so much together... Are you really sure about us going our own ways and never seeing each other again?" Cillian spoke softly, but every word hammered hard on Yitty's hard.
She knew that she was going against her heart when she said those words. Yitty said robotically, "Yes. I never want to see you again."