THIRTY: FORGIVENESS
THIRTY: FORGIVENESS
LEYSA'S POV
I just finished my live interview. And they all loved my honesty and bravery to face the issues I chose to leave behind before. Oh well, we are all coming to this point that they all call --growing up... and it is good, right? Hmm.
I was about to get into my car when someone called me that made me stop for a second.
"Leysa, honey." Calm but with longing voice behind me. I don't want to turn around but I need to. I need to face them now, to have a better and happy life tomorrow.
I slowly turned around, and that seemed to be a signal for my mother to hug me tightly. Yes, she is the one who called my attention. I miss her, I miss this kind of hug, a Mom's hug. I miss these hugs then until now. So I couldn't stop crying and hugging her. Dad also approached, and he touched my face, murmuring words, I longed to hear.
"I'm sorry for all the wrong things we've done to you. And I hope it's not too late to correct our wrong decisions. Come back to us, my princess." My dad said. I just smiled at him as a response.
I came home that night with some happiness and peace in my heart, because I got to talk with my parents, and fixed everything we needed to fix, which would have been fixed since then if I had not been swallowed up by anger and revenge. But then, everything is slowly falling in its right places, little by little I am now moving forward.
Even Grandpa and my Mom already talked. They fixed all their misunderstandings before and I saw how happy my grandfather was. That is what he really hopes for to hug his beloved daughter again.
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I am here now in front of Mom and Dad's house. They got it renovated because of their bad luck. So they changed it, especially that I am now back to their life, we all needed a fresh start. Oh well, we have a family dinner tonight.
And yes, I brought my twins with me. Mom and Dad, they still don't know about them yet, only now will they know that they already have a grandchild. I saw two other cars that were parked in the garage, who will be with us tonight.
I looked at my twins, they are looking pretty good in their cute dress and suit.
Freda smiled when I stared at her.
"Mama, I know I am pretty. See? Because you are my Mom," she said giggling at me.
I looked at Leyson who was looking outside of my car. He was sad, it's visible to me because I'm their mom. I knew their every move, their emotions but before I could speak. He already said something that really broke my heart.
"Mama. I think we should go back to England, we are not fitted here." He said softly while bowing. That's why I reached for him.
"Come here, my boy." And he approached me, and hugged me tight like how I hugged him. NôvelDrama.Org holds text © rights.
"I saw him, yesterday... at school. I thought, we are the one he was waiting for. But I saw how he hugged and carried the boy, Mom. And I feel envied. I shouldn't feel this way but I can't. I am jealous of how he cared for the other child." And there he said it, and it broke my heart into pieces. This is my fault. I didn't let my children meet their father. This is my fault. Gosh.
I think I need to talk to him, for my children --our children.