Chapter 7
Because it was Sunday, I thought of visiting the Convent. Mother Segunda should just know what I’m bringing, I’m sure she’ll be happy and surprised too. I will also reveal the real reason why I finally refused to become a nun. I knew they would accept me, not even as a full -fledged nun, it would be okay to be a real mother.
It was night when I left the Convent. My former colleagues were overjoyed when I announced my pregnancy. They said that this was really what the Lord intended for me, they also offered a prayer for my pregnancy. The love of people who have faith in God is very different, and this is the kind of love I will show to my son.
The next day was just as usual, I woke up early and entered the restaurant where I worked. The Italian restaurant has a lot of customers, so we, the staff, don’t have to worry about coming and going.
“Caprese Salad with Pesto Sauce and Panzenella at table 24, Avah!” Shout out to those in the main dishes, we waitresses take care of the customers while those in the kitchen take care of the meals.
Because Margarito’s Italian Restaurant is a popular restaurant in the Philippines, it is visited by foreigners, which is why we workers speak English.
I picked up the tray of food then I walked over to such a table.
“Buon appetito, signora e signore,” I greeted the Italians with a smile.
(Enjoy your meal, ma’am and sir.)
“Thanks!” Gratitude of the Italians. There are very few people like them who smile at our waitresses, so when we receive gratitude it makes it easier to work.
The same events just continued until we were so tired that we no longer realized the time. Near the end of our time, we will be replacing the night shift. By six o’clock our work was done, the newly arrived waitresses took over. Before changing my uniform, I rested and sat to one side. I stood all day, walking and going back and forth.
After a few minutes of rest I got ready to go home. I said goodbye to my co -workers and exited from the back of the restaurant where employees enter and exit.
When I got home, I quickly opened the food that was sent home to me, as if it were my son and me. A Focaccia Bread that is old and can no longer be sold. But it was okay, it just hardened a bit because of the bread and soaked in the air for a long time.
I mixed coffee to warm my stomach somehow. I had just taken two bites of bread when suddenly there was a knock on my door. I looked up to see the time, it was almost seven o’clock. Who will visit me now? Maybe my former members of the Convent! Of course I told you where I live!
I first swallowed the food that was in my mouth before I stood up and opened whoever was knocking. My smile suddenly disappeared from my lips when I saw who it was. She? What is he doing here?
I quickly closed the door but he blocked his hand faster and forced it open. Because I was tired, he grew stronger and stronger he succeeded in opening the door. He entered without speaking and closed the door. I remained standing, shocked and disgusted because he would suddenly show up after he denied my son.
“What are you doing here?” My voice was a bit disappointed.
Davien rolled his eyes, and couldn”t get through to me how he judged my house as if it were the most mdauming place in the world. After he looked around, his eyes went to my food. His forehead furrowed quickly.
“Are you really eating that junk?”
I’m tired, I don’t want to waste energy just for useless talk or rocky spicy words.
“Whatever you say, you have no control over my life. Can you leave now? What are you doing here?”
Davien looked at me so seriously that I was a little scared. He approached me causing me to take a step back. He slowly approached while I tried to avoid. As I stepped back, the back of my knee covered the bed I was sleeping on. I just sat down suddenly on the mattress while the pounding of my chest did not dance with loss. Davien bowed until his face was in line with mine.
“I’m not leaving without you. You won’t raise my child in this junk apartment and you won’t feed him with junk and dirty foods.”
What does he mean ?! He will house me even though it came from his own mouth that he does not believe that he is the father of my child ?! He’s crazy!
I was just stunned by what Davien said. When I recovered from the shock I blinked quickly.
“When you’re done with my home, my food and my life, you can leave.” I pushed him away from my face then I walked to the door and opened it wide.
Davien walked slowly closer to me. He walked so fast that he looked like a model. He removed my hand from the door and violently closed it. He was still holding my hand when he bent down again and put his face on mine. It was as if his face was just a little farther away from me.
“I told you already, I won’t leave this place without you. This crap place can kill my child.” I can almost smell his breath when we are so close to each other.
With his grip on my wrist so tightly, it already hurts.
“Can you leave now? Why are you here? Haven’t you cleared my son and me that you don’t believe I’m bringing it to you? Aren’t you tired of judging others? You’re only in treatment and judgment. is it good? ” Because of what I said, his grip on my wrist tightened even more. “Let me go!”
“Whatever the fuck you say, you’ll come with me. Do you think I’ll let my son grow up in this squatter?”
“I’m not taking your child! You’re the one who said it! I may have had sex with another man. If I did it to you, why not to someone else? I just thought I’d pay you! Go away!” I told him all the lies just to make him leave and let me be alone, quiet and without any arrogant doctor.
Instead of letting go of me, he smiled foolishly. He tightened his grip on my hand and hit me against the wall. He pressed my right hand against the cement wall and I could not move it. His smile was still there.
“If I didn’t have a background check about you, maybe there’s still a chance I’ll believe you’re not my child. But which woman who grew up in church with nuns and priests would have sex with any man? No sister will exchange pleasure and happiness unless you were drunk and been drugged. The night that we had sex, I found out that you were a fucking virgin and innocent and inexperienced yet very delicious. Now tell me Sister, are you just using your love for God to keep your image safe? ”
I was amazed at everything he said. How did he know all that? What’s the use of defecating myself if he knows all that.
All his insults are enough. He even had God with him just to make me small.
“Let me go! Let me go! What do you need from me ?! Go away, I beg you. Forgive us my son! I’ve been so tired all day, I want to rest, don’t let me Make a mess, can I? ” I struggled hard and with my left hand I removed his grip. But Davien just took my other hand and glued it to the wall as well.
“You have a lot of things to learn and one of those is to behave.”
After he whispered that to me he crushed me with a kiss that raised my eyes. I tried to get away from his kiss but he gripped my wrist too tightly. Davien moved his lips, he forced his tongue into my mouth while I just pursed my closed lips.
A moment passed and he did not stop his punishing kiss until he pressed his manhood to my stomach. When I felt her vagina I couldn’t help but gasp. He took the opportunity to claim my whole mouth. He plays with his tongue inside my mouth, he also bites my lower lip which is very ticklish and carries a strange sensation on my side.
Because Davien was doing this to my lip I had difficulty breathing, and before I could run out of air I bit his lip hard until it bled and I tasted it myself. Davien was obviously hurt by his sudden moaning and letting go of my lips. When he left, I quickly filled my lungs with air. He also released me so I rubbed my chest that was bouncing due to the strength of my heartbeat.
Davien wiped the blood that dripped from his lips.
“Go away! Go away !!” I shouted at him. I’m scared. I’m afraid that if he kisses me again I might give up, that’s something I don’t want to experience again. Especially if she’s the only one who can get my femininity again.
“Are you going with me or not?” Davien suddenly asked.
“No! I’m not going with you. I’m going to raise my son alone, so I can bring him back to life. You can’t take me to your house.”
“That is one thing that will never happen. I won’t let my child grow up without me on his side, he will be born with a father and a mother and people won’t call him names because I wouldn’t let them “Now if you don’t want to come home with me, fine! Let’s live here together, in time you will agree with me to move into my proper house.”
Davien took off his coat and suit. While undressing I couldn’t help but ask, “w-what are you doing ?!”
“It’s not just you who wants to rest, I want to rest too. I had a long day and I just want to sleep as fuck.” The only clothes left on him were his shirt and boxer shorts. He threw his pants and sleeves on the bench then he climbed on my bed and lay down comfortably.
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“You woman have to shut up or I will seal your damn lips again and I’m telling you, I’m so turned on right now, I might forget that you’re pregnant with my child.” Davien promised that not only did my cheeks turn red but my whole body also tickled.
I resumed my meal as if Davien was not inside my household. I try to calm my pounding heart and I try to act like it’s just a normal night. Unlike the previous nights, I changed my clothes in the bathroom.