Chapter 20
She expected to reach Blaze’s house and confront him about the silly game he had placed on her that night and if possible get back all of the money she did not find in the briefcase.
But due to the kind of embarrassment that she had received earlier the other day by his treacherous act, she just decided to continue keeping calm for the moment while expecting to go later in the day.
Uncle Max questions her about how she intends to get back the balance, making her go numb as she was still very ashamed about what had happened to her the previous day as she was raped without even knowing.
” Blaze must pay for everything that he did as I can not let him do what he did to me and go away freely”, said Crystal in her mind as all those thoughts were running through her mind endlessly as well as they were all finding enough reason to make her feel very bad at every second that passed.
All those thoughts were disturbing her so much that she could no longer think of anything but just it.
She was so traumatized to a fault that her head was glued to only one particular thing. And that was what Blaze had done to her.
The fact that Blaze had drugged her and had raped her was still running through her head endlessly as her head was about to explode with thoughts.
As well as the fact that the money she was supposed to collect earlier that day, she did not get to collect the whole money as she had wanted.
She was just so disappointed in herself that going back to Blaze’s house was just so discouraging to him. The rate at which she was been traumatized could not be told.
She was so ashamed and embarrassed to tell anyone about what happened to her.
Considering again the fact that she had never had sex in her life.
But her virginity was just taken like that. And not even by someone she loves but by one of her greatest victims whom she had started feeling a tiny thing for since that day but now become her enemy. Where at that time she was just so lost as she did not know what to do again.
As thoughts started running through her mind moving in a forward and backward direction making her feel so uncomfortable not only where she was, but any other place where she could happen to find herself.
The kind of psychological trauma that Crysta was having at that particular moment could not be explained. The trauma was just so unexpected.
As it was occurring to her every single minute that passed. However, it was a very bad thing that one person from nowhere could just take her pride away, and what was killing her was the fact that she could not tell anyone.
Though Uncle Max had come into her room to ask about her best plan of action, she was just so much reminded of that ugly incident though she was aware that she had to go take the balance from Blaze.
Anyway, the deed has been done and there is nothing that she can do about it. The highest thing she could do was to get angry at Blaze for raping her as well as for making her not collect all the money that she had wanted to collect earlier that day.
” Yes, he must pay for everything he has done to me….. “, Crystal said with a very angry tone as from her voice, one could hear the anger that she had already nursed for the blaze.
As well as the kind of hatred that was developing in her heart for Blaze little did she know that the hatred she was feeling would turn into something else as soon as she was in front of him.
She was planning to revenge what he had done to her but that was just not the case because, after she thought about the avenge that she was going to carry out, she became so demoralized and weak.
The main reason why Crystal had become so demoralized and weak to avenge what Blaze had done to her that day, was because she too had already started falling in love with him.
The love that she had for him had just started sparking off.
That was because, seeing Blaze that day, he was different from what she had expected to see that day but the second that she had just seen him for the first time and with all the charisma that he had as well as the facial expressions, she had already fallen in love with him immediately.
As usual, she could never show him that she loved him coupled with the fact that Blaze happened to be one of her enemies. She could not just do with that. She did not have the right to fall for her enemies or even have a few feelings for her enemies.
That was not supposed to happen in any case because she might use her emotions and get weak and getting weak automatically means that she will not have to do anything again.
She will no longer do her job well as well as she will be automatically very weak due to her emotions.
That was the main reason why she was not supposed to love anyone. She was supposed to accept everything as she was instructed as gospel truth without questioning any of the things that were been instructed to her.
However, there was the need for her to respect everything that was been instructed to her because if she did not respect everything that was been instructed to her, it could have penalized her greatly and her uncle most especially because she was running all those errands because of him.
Crystal had been carrying out that kind of action as well as she has been going through all those kinds of risks that might even end her life because of her uncle. Her uncle was just the master planner of all the things that she had been doing.
And had always given her the best advice and protected her against anyone who wanted to hurt her.
No one has ever planned that she should be raped but what had happened had happened.
There was no longer any way to change what had already happened.
But with that notwithstanding, Crystal had already borne it in her mind that she must do something back to him so that she could at least say that she had her revenge
But to Crystal, she thought that there was nothing that she could do at that particular time that could be able to make her know that she had revenged fully from that which Blaze had done to her earlier that day that was so unpleasant to her as well as it was so alarming to both the mind and the soul.
It could never be so embarrassing to be disciplined in such a bad way that was just so alarming to the soul as well as making her have all the reasons to be very angry at each second that passed by. However, it was a very worst thing that had ever happened to her in all her existence on Earth. As well as the worst thing that could have ever happened to her in all her existence on Earth.
Crystal now just decided to be calm even though the thoughts in her happened to be eating her up every second that passed by.
It was not an easy thing but Crystal had to be very vigilant again while saying her things because she could be caught saying some things to someone that she was not supposed to say.Content protected by Nôv/el(D)rama.Org.
She had to be super vigilant with her choice of words as well as the kind of things that she chose to say.
It was very necessary at that time because it might be very disappointing as well as very bad if someone happened to know about what had happened to her earlier to her and Blaze back there at her house the day that she had gone there to meet him and collect the money.
” It could even be more embarrassing if someone gets to know about this”, said Crystal in her heart while she was thinking about all this she immediately gasped as well as she did not want to talk too much.
She did not even want to think about how her uncle would look at her if he had noticed that she was deflowered by one of their enemies but she could never allow her uncle to discover what had happened to her that day.
She wanted that, even if her uncle were to find out that Blaze was the one who disciplined her, he would be very disappointed in him as well as he will be very unhappy with her and so disappointed if he ever happened to hear that from anyone worse still if he hears it from Crystal her self.
That will be a total catastrophe as it will be a total failure on her side not only at that particular moment but even later.
Since she had happened to fall prey to Blaze when she had gone for one of the usual attacks that she always carried out, she might end up falling prey to all others if care is not taken.
So she had to be very careful with every single move that she would want to take this time. Again because she was thinking about going to see Blaze again at his house to confront him.
And if care was not taken, the same way that Blaze had used to make her fall for him and drugged her, then had sex without her knowing, it might happen again this time but differently.
So she had to make sure that she was up to a hundred percent very vigilant and very strict in everything that she was doing at that moment as though in case she might do anything foolish, she might still fall prey again to Blaze’s trap since he was looking just so attractive as well as irresistible.