Book 3 Chapter 17
Book 3 Chapter 17
Callie's POV.
By some miracle, Nate and I manage to make it the whole night without pouncing on each other.
Nate gets up before me in the morning and showers. This time, he locks the door. I'm both irritated and
grateful.
I know we have to complete this mating process soon, but I need to make sure I'm ready.
To be honest, I don't think I'll ever feel 100% ready. My fears and insecurities will always hold me back
unless I face them head—on.
As I get dressed, I choose my sexier underwear set.
Tonight, I want us to try and take things further. I can stop if I need to, but I want to at least try. If there's
anyone I trust my body with, it's Nate.
We've both waited so long for this, for each other, I don't want to wait anymore. I want us to be together
fully.
Nate has to go back to work today. After Myra and Jayce moved in together, Alpha Damien offered him
a job on the territory.
I am going with him to the territory today to complete my forms, so I will officially be classed as a pack
member.
After ten years of being a rogue, this is a big deal to me.
Whilst I'm there, I'll see if Alpha Damien has any other jobs going. Being rogues, my family and I have
bounced around a lot, never staying in any place for too long.
I usually get a temporary job wherever we are, but this time, I can find something permanent.
Nate and I drive to the territory together. Rixon and Lexi will pick me up afterward.
He goes off to his job, he's kind of like the pack handyman. He helps build the houses, lay roads, etc,
he can do a bit of everything.
We kiss goodbye and he points me in the direction of the pack house. Alpha Damien greets me and
escorts me into his office.
After signing the papers, he shakes my hand and welcomes me as an official member of the pack.
I'll admit, it's really exciting.
I ask my new Alpha about job opportunities, and he gives me directions to the kitchen as he believes
that the catering staff might have an opening.
I meet with the housekeeper, who gives me a breakdown of the job. I'll assist the catering team with
daily meals. I can choose my hours and which days I want to work.
I love the flexibility of the hours. I doubt it will be a long—term job, but it's something.
Rixon and Lexi pick me up. They're all excited because they put in an offer on the house we looked
around. Contentt bel0ngs to N0ve/lDrâ/ma.O(r)g!
They drop me home and I decide to put my culinary skills to use. I have six hours before Nate will come
home.
I go shopping and buy all of the ingredients I need. When I get back, I unpack the final bits and bobs
my old house. I clean the house to pass the time and then start working on dinner, an hour before he
comes home.
I feel like a traditional housewife, but Nate better not get used to it.
When he steps through the door, there are only five minutes left before dinner is ready.
I have poured us both a glass of wine and set the table.
Nate comes in and his eyes widen as he sees the setup.
'What's all this for' He asks as he approaches me. He gives me a sweet kiss and wraps his arms
around my waist.
I lean over to the counter and pick up our glasses. After handing him one of them, I clink my glass
against it.
'Cheers. I thought I'd do something nice for you, seeing as you've had your first day back at work. Was
it good to be back'
'Yeah, it was actually, it was nice seeing everyone again. Mm, what smells so good'
Five minutes later, I serve dinner. We chat some more about his day and about my new job. I discuss
the hours with him, working out the days we can commute together.
We both clear our plates, it's safe to say the meal was a success. We watch a movie after eating and I
start to feel a combination of nerves and excitement as the evening draws on.
When we go up to the bed, I use the en suite in the spare room, whilst Nate uses our bathroom.
I take off my make—up, brush my hair and strip out of my clothing. Once I'm only in my lacy underwear
set, I creep back into the bedroom. I put away my clothes and then drape myself across the bed, trying
to look seductive.
I feel incredibly conscious, and I end up giving up and just sitting on the bed. I'm not the kind of girl that
can confidently drape herself across a bed.
Nate steps out and freezes when he sees me. His eyes heatedly roam up and down my body.
'You look…wow,' he comments, his eyes wide.
My nerves fade slightly under his heated gaze. How can a woman be self—conscious when the guy
she likes is practically drooling at the sight of her
I'll admit, Nate's expression is definitely an ego boost.
Wearing nothing but a pair of boxers, which are now tenting slightly, my man is looking mighty fine
himself.
I stand up from the bed and stop in front of him. Nate watches me closely as I slide my hands up his
muscular chest. I link my wrists together at the base of his hairline and lean up on my tiptoes to kiss
him.
The kiss starts slow and sweet, but it becomes something more sensual. Our tongues lazily rub against
one another, building a need inside both of us.
I press myself to Nate's body and his arms snake around my waist. He unhooks my bra with a flick of
his hand. Together, we discard the bra, without breaking the kiss.
My bare breasts are now squashed against Nate's naked chest. My nipples pebble with the friction of
our bodies.
Nate slides his hands from around me, to my front. He grabs my breasts and squeezes them. He runs
his thumbs over the nipples and then pinches, making me gasp into the kiss.
I raise up on my tiptoes to relieve the pressure. Nate relents and releases my nipples, making blood
rush back into them. The feeling is incredible.
Nate gently eases me back, until the back of my knees hits the mattress. He breaks the kiss and
pushes me backward, until I fall onto the bed.
He drops to his knees, between my legs, and removes my thong. I'm shaking with excitement as he
kisses up my thigh.
I can barely contain a moan when he reaches the junction between my legs. He buries his tongue
inside me until I'm crying out his name.
Nate makes sure I'm completely ready before he settles himself between my legs. He lines himself up
with my entrance and then looks up at me.
'Hey,' he says softly. 'Look at me.'
I reluctantly meet his eyes. I'm gripping the bed sheets tightly, terrified of what's about to happen, but
wanting it so badly at the same time.
'Callie It's me. I'm your mate. I will never hurt you. I will stop the second you ask, okay You just need to
tell me how you're feeling whether you want me to carry on or stop.'
His words make tears pool in my eyes.
He's so perfect.
'We don't have to do this, we can stop and cuddle,' he tells me, shrugging. 'I don't mind.'
'No,' I reply. I take a deep breath. 'I want to. I want to get past this.'
'You're 100% certain'
I nod eagerly. 'Yes.'
With a final nod, Nate slowly pushes inside of me. I keep my eyes on him, reminding myself that this is
my mate I'm sleeping with. He is nothing like him. He cares about me; he respects me and my body.
By the time Nate is fully inside me, my breathing has calmed down a little.
He supports his weight above me, careful not to put any weight on me, in case it scares me.
Slowly, he pulls out and then thrusts back in.
'Is this okay' He asks gently.
Actually, it's more than okay.
'You feel really good,' I reply, my cheeks warming up.
Nate grins down at me. 'So do you.'
As I relax more, Nate goes faster. After a few minutes, I've wrapped my legs around his waist and he's
pounding into me. I moan loudly, pleasure filling my body.
I think it's safe to say I've gotten past my fear of sex when Nate is involved.
It is only after we've both found our climaxes and collapsed into a sweaty cuddle, that we realize we
didn't use protection.
'I can get the morning after pill,' I suggest. 'Unless…you don't want me to.'
Nate looks at me thoughtfully. 'It's your choice, Callie. It's your body.'
'Do you want me to'
He smiles at me. 'I certainly wouldn't have a problem with having children straight way.'
'Then okay, I won't take it.'
I can't keep the smile off my face. We could be having a baby.
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