Chapter 83
Chapter 83
Part 2 Chapter 3
Helios POV
It’s been three days since Nora woke up and I have been avoiding her. I could use an excuse like it will be too much for her and me. Or that I don’t want to embarrass her or something like that. But the truth is that I am ashamed of myself, I caused Mia to die and she cursed Nora as a revenge.
It is all my fault.
Today is another day when I am going to avoid Nora. I love her, no matter if she doesn’t remember me, I love her so much that it hurts. I watched her yesterday when she and Ares were sitting outside and they were laughing. I have also seen her with baby Hannes.
She seems to like him a lot and before she fell into a coma we had this talk about babies. She told me that she wished to have a whole bunch of them. A lot of siblings since she is an only child. She wanted a big family together with me and Ares.
It looks like Anna and uncle Dave will adopt baby Hannes and make sure he will be raised well. Uncle Dave is still searching for baby Hannes’ father, he is supposed to be a lycan.
I am also helping them and since baby Hannes has a faint smell of pineapple and pinecone it should be easy enough to find him, I hope. A baby lycan will have a mixed scent of both his parents until they are about three years old then it will fade over time. Around six years old the baby scent is gone
and they will smell ordinary.
Right now I will try to sneak out of my room and try not to bump into Nora but as I open the door my heart almost stops. There she is right outside my door, Nora. She seems surprised to see me herself as well.
“Hi” she says and I can feel my lycan peeking out.
“Hi, how are you doing?” I ask and I can see that she looks curious at my eyes
“It’s my lycan that is peeking through my eyes” I say and shrug.
“Oh, I didn’t know that. Hi there” she smiles and I chuckle at
her.
“Yeah, perhaps anyone haven’t explained this to you but a lycan isn’t like a werewolf, we don’t talk to our lycans. We are the lycan. Except for you and Daniel but your lycan was special as she was the first lycan ever created.” I explain and can see how she blushes but nods
“Okay, no one has told me this but I should have gotten it sooner because everyone looked at me strangely when I asked for their other name. But you said I had a lycan but I know for certain that I have a wolf. Ares taught me how to speak with her yesterday. Her name is Aurelie and she did say that her mother’s name was Artemis.” Nora starts to ramble probably to cover up her embarrassment from earlier.
“Yes, I know but you are still a lycan even if you have a wolf instead. It is hard to explain but you can always speak to elder William. Did you need something from me by the way?” I ask her and she looks up at me in confusion
“Want? No, not exactly or well yes, I wanted to know why you are avoiding me. Aurelie wants to be close to you but she feels rejected as well when you don’t want to be near us so we are having a lot of arguments. And then this morning when I didn’ät think as I walked around in the castle she led me here to your door and I didn’t even know where I was or what I was doing and she was refusing to help me back to my room or the kitchen for that matter.” she still rambles and I find her
cute.
I close my door and reach out my arm for her to take and she looks at my arm and then at me and I smile and nod for her to take it. When she touches my hand with her fingers a small electrical jolt shares between us and I can feel those familiar tingles again. Oh, I didn’t know how much I had missed them.
“I felt that when I touched Ares as well, what did they mean?” Nora asks and looks down on my hand.
“It’s proof that we are fated to be together, as mates” I say and feel the guilt crawling over my skin.
“Hmm, yes, Ares and your dad told me about the matebond. And they also said something about a mark but I didn’t get it.” Nora whispers and I blush
“Oh, uhm, the mark is when the female goes into a heat and when the couple are having sex they will bite each other. Right here” I say and point at the spot on her neck. She touches it before I have time to react and she moans.
“Oh, I am so sorry, I don’t know why I reacted that way.” Nora blushes hard and my lycan is so happy and he wants to mark her.
“Sorry” is all I say and Nora looks at me like she wants to say
anything but release her and walk back to my room
Da mn, this was no good and when she sounded like that my instinct was to press her onto the wall and rip off her clothes
and take her there and then. Horn dog..
I hear her footsteps and I hold my breath where I stand and I turn around when they have stopped but she surprises me one more time as she comes into my room and closes the door and even locks it.
I look into her eyes and notice that they are a dark purple, she feels lust and her wolf is in command when she jumps on me and / catch her. We land on the floor but before I have time to say anything she kisses me and I don’t do anything.
When she lifts her head I can feel something wet dripping onto my face, I look up and see that she is crying. ConTEent bel0ngs to Nôv(e)lD/rama(.)Org .
“Why don’t you like me?” she cries and opens her eyes, they are back to normal.
“I don’t want to force you into something that you don’t know about and when I saw your wolf were in command I didn’t want to take advantage of you.” I explain and the tears stop and she narrows her eyes on me.
“Aurelie took control for a second when she locked the door and jumped but the kiss was from me because I don’t understand. If you are my mate, why are you avoiding me? Am I not good enough for you?” her frustration comes out and I am ashamed once again. If only she knew it was me that caused her memory loss..
I sit up and try to stand up but she doesn’t let me so I do the only thing I can think of, I kiss her gently. “love you”