Chapter 71
Agatha POV
It’s been almost three weeks since Melissa was confined in the hospital until now Ethan and I still haven’t gotten along, if in the first week he was still coming home now he isn’t.
Sometimes Gian is here just to get the stuff of Ethan.
Gradually, I am also having a hard time because of my conception but I can’t help but suffer because no one still knows that I’m pregnant, not even my friends. The doctor was right when she told me that I would feel strange from time to time. It is really hard on my part because no one is with me during this difficult time. I am alone. When I want something to eat I can’t have it sometimes since no one will get or buy it for me.
I am currently here in the pool while letting my feet be submerged in the water. I remember what happened the other day when I called Ethan, because I wanted something and I wanted to ask him if he could buy it.
FLASHBACK ..
I got dressed early and called Ethan.
“Why did you call?” he suddenly asked me.
“Ahm, are you in the office?” I asked him.
“Yes, but I’m leaving now. Why? ”
“Can you come with me to the mall first? I just have to buy something. ” I answered.
“I’m going to the hospital today because Melissa is having her therapy now. She needs someone to accompany her.”
I couldn’t help but be sad because of what he said. I still thought he would be with me even today but he still preferred his friend.
“Ah, is that so? All right. Take care. ” I said and turned off the call.Content from NôvelDr(a)ma.Org.
END OF FLASHBACK ..
Since that thing happened, I haven’t tried to call him again because I know that Melissa is with him. For three weeks I did not get enough sleep and food in the hope that he would come home. I know the doctor told me already that stress is not allowed to me but I can’t avoid it.
I know if some other woman experienced this they would choose to leave already because of what Ethan was doing, it would be painful for me that he didn’t even ask my side but I can’t just give up especially since we’re going to have a child.
To this day I still hold on to what Ethan told me that he loves me even though I can’t feel it since he chose to stay with Melissa thinking I was the reason why his friend was in the hospital.
I got up and decided to go back to the room, this is how it has always been since Ethan never came home. I was often locked into my room and I also had no appetite. I’m almost two months pregnant and I know that soon my stomach will bulge too.
When I entered the room I went straight to the mirror and stared at my face carefully, the stress and wakefulness were obvious. I could no longer take care of myself waiting for Ethan. I looked at the time and it was past two in the afternoon and I still didn’t have a good meal, I only ate bread and milk for breakfast.
I was about to walk to bed when I felt the pain in my stomach. I did not know what was happening but I suddenly felt a tremor in my chest. Even though I was writhing in pain it was strained if I reached for my phone. The maids are not here today because they have a day off.
Quickly finding Ethan’s number to call, I endured the pain in my stomach as I repeatedly called him because I was just hoping he could help me. I need him now, but no matter how many times I tried, he still wouldn’t answer. Is he really that mad at me? I even typed a message to send to him. “Ethan, please help me.”
I almost let go of my phone and I started to cry because of the pain in my stomach and I cried even more when I saw the red liquid dripping down my thigh. “Lord, please, not my child. He’s the only one left with me. I can’t afford to lose him. ”
Soon the door opened and Belle entered.
“Oh my! Agatha what happened? ” she shouted at me.
“B-belle help me, help me please.” almost in a whisper I promised.
I saw her look at my thighs and her eyes widened seeing the blood dripping from it. She immediately picked up her phone and called someone. A short time later a man who was probably her driver came and carried me out of the house.
While I was in the car, I still couldn’t stop crying because of my stomach ache and fear of what might happen to my child. I can’t stand when he disappears from my life. This child is the only one I have now because his father has abandoned me.
“Hold on Agatha, we are close to the hospital. Okay? ” I heard Belle say and I can sense in her voice the extreme concern.
“What happened? Why does it have blood? Why didn’t you tell me about your situation? ” She was crying but I didn’t have the strength to talk to her.
I am so grateful to her because she came today when I needed help.
“T-thank you Belle. I didn’t know that you would be the one to save me, Ethan hurt me so much, I thought he was the one who would save me but I was wrong. He failed me again. He failed to choose me.” I weakly said.
“Hey please hurry up, oh, she might lose blood.” she shouted to her driver.
“We’re close to the hospital Ma’am.” the driver informed us.
Soon the car stopped and Belle’s driver quickly picked me up, but before I could get out of the car I already closed my eyes.