Chapter 19
Chapter 19
Summary of Kel's thought over the chapters
I remember when we went over to her parent's house to invite them to the wedding. She had a panic
attack before we went in and I wondered what she was so bothered about. I also went into panic mode
a bit, I didn't like seeing her like that whether I hated her or not, it always scared me so I said soothing
words to her, telling her to think of good things, it helped her before. When the door was opened by her
mother she nearly threw us out. I know they never liked me but this was wrong. Like I did something
wrong to them, I only broke up with their daughter so what's the deal?
I had to sound like I loved her to convince them to attend the wedding. There was something about the
way they talked to her as if she committed a crime and I had something to do with it. I felt like there was
something that happened that they blamed me for.
When she started crying I couldn't help but wrap my arms around her. I've always been weak to girls
crying especially if it was Shayan, I felt like I had to comfort her then. I wanted to say soothing words to
her but decided against it, I'm not even supposed to care. I didn't want her to think I cared about her a
bit, I didn't want her to hurt me again. She was threatening me about telling her parents, I wanted her to
tell them if it would help her relationship with her parents but it would make her think I care I care or
was lenient so I couldn't allow that.
On the day of our wedding, I had assigned two bodyguards to make sure she didn't leave, I didn't
exactly trust her. When I saw her walking down the aisle I couldn't help but notice how beautiful she
looked, her wedding gown was gold and beautiful Tess did a great job. Toppled with the gold tiara on
her head she looked like a queen, my queen. If it wasn't for what happened between us I'd be marrying
her for all the right reasons. When it was time to kiss the bride I didn't want to, kissing her would
reignite every desire I had buried underneath and if I were to kiss her it wouldn't be a simple kiss. I'd
kiss her hard punish her through the kiss. I had come to call her for the dance and saw her with a child.
She was really cute, had cute big brown eyes and hair. She looked like Shayan with everything even
the way she talked. It was funny yet annoying to have a little girl talk to me like that, she was no doubt
Shayan's sister.
I planned a surprise for the honeymoon, on the plane we had a little argument. I still haven't gotten over
the break-up and I hate her every day for what she did. I was angry at her so I left her when were
landed. It was funny seeing her run to meet up with the car, every time she was close I'd speed further,
I laughed when she ran. Her reaction when she realized we were in Paris was priceless. I wanted to
smile watching how excited she was but I couldn't show it to her. I didn't even know why I did that, oh
wait I had promised to take her to Paris for our honeymoon when we got married and I had meant it
then. I was willing to marry her then because I loved her, I was a man of my word so I kept my promise.
It was also a part of the reason why I married her because I promised her that I'd marry her and treat
her like a queen.
When I had taken her to the Eiffel Tower I felt contented seeing her happy and in a way, I had meant
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"It's amazing to be wedded to this beauty. @Eiffel Tower, Paris for our honeymoon. I know how much it
means to her that we went there and seeing her excitement was the best. I look forward to making you
happy for the rest of my life."
I had nearly kissed her when I said I'd do things to her that she wouldn't like. I was so close to kissing
her, so close but thanks to my anger I shook my head and left. I shouldn't even feel that way towards
her but deep down I knew I never got over her.
Waking up to her bedside me felt like a dream come true. It reminded me of old times, how much I
missed them. I was looking forward to waking up like this every morning, her arms draped around me
and mine around her waist possessively but I couldn't have that, I shouldn't even be thinking of things
like that and I pushed her away. And that day on the beach I had nearly lost my self control, seeing her
in a crop top and short was very revealing. Her sexy legs was full on display and I had imagined if she
was just in a bikini and when she laid on top of me desire washed through me, she might have not had
any idea what she was doing to me but every part of me was.
And on the day she persuaded me to work she looked amazing. She had wore make up, her beautiful
black hair was a tied in a bun it was nice although I loved it free. I had gotten myself busy that day so
as to distract myself from her although I stole glances at her. She was exhausted by the time we got
home and I knew she must have been hungry since I had made her starve so I decided to make it up to
her. I didn't expect her to appear in a sexy red dress and red lipstick, she was dressed to kill. I wonder
if she was doing it on purpose trying to seduce her way in. She was so beautiful. When we get to the
restaurant I just watched her eat wondering how we got to this, we were the perfect couple, a lot of
people envied us but now we're barely talking. She wasn't like other girls I've been with who rarely ate
or was picky. She ate everything on her plate and I just stared at her. The way her lips moved as she
chewed, I followed her every move. I was thinking of how it'd feel to kiss those lips again but I knew I
couldn't. I couldn't ignite the fire within. If it was any other girl I'd have taken her immediately she came
downstairs but this was Shayan, I could only imagine.
This morning when we were in the office Susan barged into my office. I've had a fling with her when
she was my secretary. I smiled when I saw her to spite Shayan, I didn't like when she started kissing
me so I pushed her away. Shayan looked at me and I smirked, I knew how she got jealous easily and I
could bet all that I had that she was jealous right now despite her calm facade. She didn't like me being
with other girls and was quite possessive, oh those days. I told Shayan to leave us, she must be
thinking I wanted to bang her now.
"And what the hell do you think you're doing?" I angrily asked as she started touching me.
"But Kel I thought... "
"Kel? It's Mr Adrios to you. For gods sake I have a wife and I refuse to cheat on her so leave this
instant." I shouted coldly chasing her out.
"But you love what we have. " she said sobbing
"Sex? Oh please, you weren't pleasurable in any way and it was only a one night stand. God knows
what I was thinking that day."
"I hate you so much Adrios." she cried saying and it reminded me of Shayan. She told me that most of
the time and when she said it had an effect on me hurt, anger?
"I don't give a damn Susan, now out of my office." I said
"You'd regret this Adrios, you'd regret this." she threatened as she left. She sounded like a bi*ch that
was out to get revenge, it reminded me of the movie I watched last night.
Girls and their drama, she should have known it was a one time thing. Who gave her the thought that
I'd choose her. She was never an option neither was she a choice.
I thought back to Shayan thinking about why she hates me so much, she wasn't the one who got hurt.
It was just a simple break up, why the hell wasn't she over it? The main question should be why wasn't
I?
She entered the office angrily saying "what was that all about, what happened to the we can't see
anybody rule? If you want to make it believable don't make it questionable. What do you want people to
think? It's even better for me, the sooner this deal ends the better. I don't want to be around a
disgusting cheat like you."
"Wow, you've spoken like a jealous wife." if she was annoyed about me kissing a girl I didn't even like
kissing how did she expect me to feel seeing her in another guy's bed ?
"The rule is only applicable to you not to me. And don't act like you've never cheated on someone
when you always do." I angrily said remembering the past.
"I? A cheat? Cheats disgusts me. I was never one, I'm not one and would never be one. Unlike you I'm
satisfied with my partner. I won't ever go outside a relationship. I never cheated on you Adrios and
although this is fake I wouldn't because unlike you I am not a cheat." she angrily stated, so she's
saying she's innocent of the claim?
Hearing her deny the claim annoyed me further. I was there for crying out loud, I saw everything . She
thinks I'm a fool to lie to and act innocent around.
"I never cheated on you and you know it." it was true, through out our relationship I never cheated on
her not even kiss another girl or sex. Even though she told me to wait I respected her decision being
celibate and she had the nerves to laugh humorlessly as if what I said was a lie.
"What do you call your escapades with those girls in highschool? You were being friends with them?
Although this marriage is fake and is doomed not to last for the time being at least respect the vows. "
she shouted angrily leaving the office.
Why would she even think that I'd cheat on her, most especially with Susan? Although people had
taken me to be a player one thing I'd never do is cheat most especially in a marriage. I had exchanged
vows with her and although I didn't mean it I have no intention of see anybody while I'm with her. So
during this year that I'd be with her I'm going to be celibate except if she wants me in every way I want
her.
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