Love You Or Hate You, I Can't Decide, Book2

“it hurts…..”

Episode- 270 "it hurts....."

Celeste's POV:

Few hours later,

I was waiting for

Ernest to come home, I am not changing my decision. But I will talk with him. I

can't stay silent with for long. I touched my stomach as I feel light pain, Material © of NôvelDrama.Org.

which I going on since morning, today it's little more stronger, but I can go

through this... for this baby.

As the door opened I

turned to see him, he stood there looking at me. The way he looks at me tells

he is worried about me, I smiled and whispered, "Ernest... I missed you..."

He walked to me,

stood close to me. I am waiting to be in his embrace. He looked at me and I

don't understand what is stopping him, he asked, "What is your decision about

this baby, Celeste?" my breath got stuck in me.

He said again, "I

want to know... before any other thing..." this is stopping him.

I whispered enough

clear so he can hear it, "I am keep this baby..." he looked away in anger. He

then just walked to the shower without looking at me. Tears stream down my

cheek, I am sorry Ernest... I love you.

I got out of the

room to the kitchen, I told the maids, "make some food for Prince....." the maids

nodded, I just stood there telling them what to do and what to not.. I was

supporting myself by the table as I am still going through the pain.

After I was done I

walked back to my room, since I need to call my assistant, I haven't been on

work or in court. As I open the door I saw Ernest with the letter, why he

looked into my side of cupboard.... I wrote him letters for each year since I

know I maybe not be here after baby will come.... I don't want him to feel alone,

I just wrote few, the set is not complete... I will place my last words for him...

but he shouldn't find it now.

But I didn't plan

him to look at that right now, I closed the door and whispered, "Ernest..." he

looked at me and he is clearly angry.

He walked to me and

asked showing me the bunch of letters, "what the f*ck is this?" he fears the

idea of losing me... but he has to go through this... if not now then some other

day...

He asked in anger, "I

asking for the last time... what the f*ck is this, Celeste?!!!" I smiled wiping

my tears.

I said, "my last

letters to you...." I attempted to touch his face but he grabbed my arm and

pulled me to him. he asked, "how dare you!.... you dare to think leaving me

behind and with these letters.... How do you dare to write these in the first

place? How can you think I will let to die just for this child?"

He let my hand go

and moved his hands through his hair and said, "I can't believe you!!!... I am

trying to make you understand and stop this drama already!... not even mom's

words work on you... but I didn't gave up... and you are egger to leave me that you

are writing these letters for me..."

He said in anger,

"these letter's can no nothing... I am not letting you die.... If you like it or

not.... I had enough!... tomorrow we are going to hospital to get rid of baby...."

no!... he can't do this...

Ernest said, "I

don't want no' from you.... I am getting rid of this baby!!!!!" I tried to grab

his hand and whispered, "Ernest... no... don't"

He pulled his hand

away, "did you listen to me? no! so now... I won't..... I know one thing... I

can't let you die..." he walked passing me

when the pain I was hiding became too much, I felt something rushing out of my

body.

I sat on the floor

holding my stomach as I feel this extreme pain... I couldn't hold my voice... I

noticed Ernest was holding me in worry... he looked at me asked in fear, "Love,

what is this?"

My eyes went to my

legs and the floor which I was sitting on, I see blood...I cried out and grabbed

his shirt, I said, "it hurts....." his eyes were wide as he noticed the blood

before me. he lifted me up and made me lay on the bed. He called the doctor and

I don't understand or care about the rest of the things.