Love You Or Hate You, I Can't Decide, Book2

“It’s my fault”

Episode- 271 "It's my fault"

Ernest's POV:

I don't know what even went wrong with her,

but I fear about the blood, the doctor is checking on her, its' been more than

1 hour, as the doctor asked we arrange artificial oxygen as well as some other

machines... one thing I know is I arrange the hospital here because it would be

too hard for her to travel.

Davis was standing

beside me, he said, "sir... have faith..." but I can't stop myself from thinking

and I have no way to hide this worry.

After 30 minutes

more, the doctor walked out and she said, "... she miscarried. As I told you before it was complicated,

so I guess the

baby didn't survived first trimester.... Mrs. Celeste is fine now, everything will

be normal.. just her body needs rest and just she needs blood, you can contact

the blood bank..." even though this is what I wanted, it hurts. But at least she

will be fine..... I know it is going to be hard for her to accept this.

I looked at Davis and

said, "arrange the blood...." He immediately went to contact someone. I walked in

the room to see her, she is sleeping, iv fluid is rushing in her veins.

I sat in front of her

on the bed, caressing her head. I hope now everything should be fine.... I know

this is hard but at some point I am glad that I don't have to worry about

losing you.

I whispered, "my love,

just take everything as a nightmare... and recover soon..." I kissed her forehead.

The doctor also

said that Celeste is stressed and depressed. I am really worried about her, how

will she deal with this. I mean she was so strongly to her decision of not Material © of NôvelDrama.Org.

giving up on this child.. she was ready to die.. I am worried about her

reaction on losing this child....

Celeste's POV:

I feel pain in my body, I hesitantly

moved my body, it's too bright to open my eyes. I noticed this women close to

me. She touched my face and asked, "Mrs. Gray are you feeling good?.... can you

see me?..." suddenly last even rushed into my mind.

I tried to sit up and

she helped me. I noticed one of them walked out of the room, they look like

nurse. The women, I recognized her, she is doctor. She said, "Mrs. Gray are you

feeling good?..."

I touched my belly

and asked, "What happed? Is the baby ok?.... it hurt so much... blood..." I know I

was bleeding a lot.

I grabbed her hand

and said, "Is my baby ok?" I was panicking. The doctor said, "Ma'am first rest...

you are weak now...." I pulled the IV out in frustration.

The doctor pressed

the cotton ball on my hand, stopping blood. She said, "Ma'am calm down...

please.."

I screamed at her in

anger and fear, "Is my baby ok?!!!!!"

Ernest's POV:

It's been long hours

since the doctor is taking care of Celeste, I was just waiting by the hall when

I saw this nurse rushing to me, she was panicked. I didn't waited for her to

speak. I rushed to the room in fears, Celeste should be ok!

I heard screams from

the room, and I am somewhat stoned. I can't stay here when I hear her screaming

in pain and fear. I rushed in the room and the doctor was trying to control

Celeste.

She was screaming, "MY

baby!!!!!" she was crying, I embraced Celeste and said to the doctor, "Get

out..."

Celeste was still

crying in fear, I don't know what to do. she asked again, "Is my baby ok?!!!"

She looked at me

still being in my arms, "Ernest... is our baby ok?... please...."

She was screaming

crying, I have no heart to tell her. she grabbed my collar and said, "Tell

me!!!"

I said, "You

miscarried... the baby didn't made it till 1st trimester...." I saw her

looking at me blankly. She pulled her knees to herself and cried out loud. I

saw her hiding her face in her knees and crying. I can't see her like

this, I placed my hand on her head and said, "Love.... Look at me.... please..."

I heard her sobs, I

begged her, "Love, please... don't cry, look at me..." she raised her head to face

me, her face is red, her silver eyes are flooded with tears.

She said, "It's my

fault... my f-fault.... I knew it was hurting from last night, but I though.. I can

go through this.. I ignored the signs... it's all my fault..." I shake my head in

No'.

I pulled her on my

lap, embracing her, while she was crying resting her head on my shoulder.

She cried, "We...

lost...our baby because of my ignorance..."

I entangled my

fingers with hers and said, "Love, it's not your fault... you did nothing wrong...

maybe this child was not meant to be with us... please... I don't blame yourself, I

can't see you like this... please..." she was still crying, hugging my neck.